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Valentines Day!

2012-02-14T23:28:00.001+08:00

Happy Valentines Day!

here's a story about how/why Valentines Day is called Valentines Day.
special thanks to BL for sharing! :)

Let me introduce myself. My name is Valentine. I lived in Rome during the third century. That was long, long ago! At that time, Rome was ruled by an emperor named Claudius. I didn't like Emperor Claudius, and I wasn't the only one! A lot of people shared my feelings. Claudius wanted to have a big army. He expected men to volunteer to join. Many men just did not want to fight in wars. They did not want to leave their wives and families. As you might have guessed, not many men signed up. This made Claudius furious. So what happened? He had a crazy idea. He thought that if men were not married, they would not mind joining the army. So Claudius decided not to allow any more marriages. Young people thought his new law was cruel. I thought it was preposterous! I certainly wasn't going to support that law!Did I mention that I was a priest? One of my favorite activities was to marry couples. Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, I kept on performing marriage ceremonies -- secretly, of course. It was really quite exciting. Imagine a small candlelit room with only the bride and groom and myself. We would whisper the words of the ceremony, listening all the while for the steps of soldiers.One night, we did hear footsteps. It was scary! Thank goodness the couple I was marrying escaped in time. I was caught. (Not quite as light on my feet as I used to be, I guess.) I was thrown in jail and told that my punishment was death.I tried to stay cheerful. And do you know what? Wonderful things happened. Many young people came to the jail to visit me. They threw flowers and notes up to my window. They wanted me to know that they, too, believed in love.One of these young people was the daughter of the prison guard. Her father allowed her to visit me in the cell. Sometimes we would sit and talk for hours. She helped me to keep my spirits up. She agreed that I did the right thing by ignoring the Emperor and going ahead with the secret marriages. On the day I was to die, I left my friend a little note thanking her for her friendship and loyalty. I signed it, "Love from your Valentine." I believe that note started the custom of exchanging love messages on Valentine's Day. It was written on the day I died, February 14, 269 A.D. Now, every year on this day, people remember. But most importantly, they think about love and friendship. And when they think of Emperor Claudius, they remember how he tried to stand in the way of love, and they laugh -- because they know that love can't be beaten.

My valentines day was.. idk. not a good day, but not a bad day too. so-so.

Smile!

have decided to not cut my hair short. and my fringe too. but I still want to curl it in the future! :D

wanted to drink like 5 of this at once, ( with twin ) but we were too full after sharing one fruit tart. turns out I only drank one.

went to twin's house yesterday cos we wanted to sign up for tuition in PHMD but didn't really worked out. our tuition time clashes with our ECA's. ohwell.

the braid I tied for Janice today ;) Fishtail!

nice or nut? ;)

Nerd 8D

school was still crazy today. we went to hall for the first two hours because of the flag raising thing going on. we were supposed to be at the field, under the sun for 2 hours but due to the amazing weather they decided to have it in the hall. yay, no wet grasses.

should've known earlier, I even put sunblock and let my hair down ( yes it does actually block the sun ).. ohwell. Edward and KH have been going around passing the sticky notes with Whalentines invitations.

" Whale you be my Whalentines? " " Dolphinately. "

off I go!

ECA.

2012-02-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

first item on my wishlist!

finally done with the ECA picking.. went to school early in the morning today just to sign up for the activities. I really didn't knew what to join, and have actually decided days before to take at least ONE sport because nowadays all the UNIs and Colleges needs us to have minimum one? -_- but yeah, in the end I didn't pick any sports at all.. the person in charge of the badminton was someone I don't really feel comfortable seeing.

ohwell. I am not very good in badminton anyways. twin joined Ping Pong since she used to be in the school team playing that particular sport.. whereas I, the lazy bum never did any sports willingly in school. ever since young I was very packed with dancing, music and swimming classes.. I love swimming, really. but sadly it's not an ECA for our school. not even for PE class! sigh.

since Janice insist that I join Dancing Club, and I've also been doing traditional dances since like primary 4 to form 1?.. won't be too much of a pain to me. hehehe. joined an extra, Chinese Drama Club for fun. two of the teachers in charged are the teachers that went to China with me so I thought, Why Not? ;) it's senior year, join as much as possible! even though I'll know it'll cause me embarrassments. I can't act or practically do anything on stage at all. imma just be a helper backstage. just hope the interview won't be too difficult.

I had to stay back for an hour and a half after signing up in order to save my mom petrol/time. Adam was being nice today, even accompanied me to see a hottie ( he's a guy, and guys don't accompany girls to see guys. ) but I felt bad for wasting his time so I decided to just stay in the hall. thanks Adam! oh btw you're one of the tiniest among the group of players ;)

spent half an hour today playing w the pups and got another few scratches from them.. tsk! they're so aggressive. but they're just happy to come out and play with me and they keep jumping on me. after that, went to church to have a look on how the Youth Fellowship usually have their music class. super envious of these talented musicians laaaah! I hope I can be at least 50% like them one day!

1500m to run tomorrow. just the thought of it drives me crazy. I hate running, the last time I did my 1500m I fell down and it left a deep scar. -_-... kk bye I need my beauty sleep.

two days well spent!

2012-02-08T18:51:00.004+08:00

it's been a hectic week. so much homeworks to catch up on! test 1 is just around the corner and I can't stop reminding myself how near June O's is and yet I can NOT get myself to date my books for at least 15 minutes a day. this is bad. maybe I should ban myself from using computer although that's gonna be hard. easier said than done! not to forget, my music theory exam is at the end of this month..

sigh. anyway.

last sunday, after church and extra classes, I went to twin's house.. just wanted a nice sleepover. been awhile since I last had one! ;) it was a last minute plan so.. I went around 6-ish. she and her siblings wanted to go Stadium to swim but it was closed so she came to pick me up since I live nearby. but because my family wanted to eat at Cempaka which was nearby to her place, they came to pick me up again -______- and what's more troublesome is the fact that Cempaka is again closed. I've visited it 3 times before and it's always closed every single time. what a lucky girl I am. so instead we went to eat @ Happy Union in Gadong. delisssssh! I love the fried tofu ;) they have the best.

okay so mum sent me back to twin's house after that, and so twin made me watch a lil bit of Dream High 2. I insist on not watching because I hate to wait for next episodes to air, I rather wait for the whole thing to finish airing and then I start watching but sadly those sneak peeks I took were all good. there are a lot of new comers, HOTTIES to be exact so, i'm really trying my best to not watch. then we watched a few youtube videos of dancers and all. we actually decided to watch You're the Apple of my Eye but then she said there's a lot of inappropriate scenes.. okay I know we're both girls but it's still awkward. how is the movie gonn' be interesting anyway?

so after showering and all, we started our girls talk probably starting from 10 ish way until 3am. yes we have THAT much to talk about. it was nice, I love listening and sharing although it really did made me miss my past alot. come to think of it, twin actually has a whole different life back then. I mean, her friends and mine aren't very alike and we do opposite stuffs.. funny how we're so alike now. :) God's arrangement!

while talking, around 2-ish the electricity went off. I was so shocked and scared that I actually jump to her seat and glued to her. to make things worst there was a loud thunder followed up then we both just sat there quietly. if I was alone at that time I'd surely burst into tears coz my house is super dark. anyway, her mother came down suddenly and asked if I had torchlight so I went up to get my phone.. and while climbing the stairs twin claims that I look exactly like a ghost thanks to my hair and my white-dress pyjamas. anyway, turns out to be just an electrick(?). then we were told to go to bed right away.. caught red-handed!

but we decided to talk while lying down on the bed anyway. hehehehe.

the next day, we woke up late, around 11-ish and went to Kiulap to register for tuition but since it was a public holiday it was closed. why didn't we thought of that? went to Gadong right away and had Cheezebox for lunch! went for shopping, I bought like almost everything on my shopping list. so yes, I am pleased. but twin said she didn't spend enough money :(

I bought pretty much all the useless stuffs like bobbypins, safety pins, hairbands, a cool pencil and lotions.. yep, stuffs like that.

what I regretted not buying :

this super pretty handbag. it's so hard to find a handbag that actually suits me or that I like at all, so this one is a one in a million.. but it costed $40. :/ I whatsapp-ed brother this picture to ask him to ask mom and.. you can guess the rest. I AM SAD.

also found this lovely long skirt! $36. mom also said no to this so fine. :/ twin found this skirt and really, she looked so much better in it than I do. i'm still sad for not getting that bag..

we saw quite a few people that we know in Mall. surprisingly it wasn't very crowded. it's a public holiday afterall. nyeh. saw Shin and her friend, and we joined the photography thing to further our studies in Msia if we actually win, that is. saw alot of hot guys too, gosh. I know I totally sound like a pervert. but i'm only looking, nothing else!

okay so after shopping, Jollibee for teatime! heavy tea time.. I know. ohwell. I missed the Sour Cream fries bah. visited the newly opened Deseo and I saw the Paris box that twin was telling me about. super cool and pricey. I hope I could get it by the end of this year.. before I actually travel to KL to study. IF I do actually get to study there la.. haven't really talked to my parents about it yet. went back to Mall and then watched Journey 2 : To The Mysterious Island. my opinion ; 9/10. I love the movie. very interesting and humorous, yet Vanessa Hudgens is in it. the main actor looks abit like the actor from Dolphin Tales and I like dolphins so...... ;)

had to go home right after that cos it's Chap Go Meh! I had dinner alone though, everyone had theirs and didn't wait for me pft! nonetheless, it was a delicious dinner. special dishes!

new necklace, got it from ICC during the conventional fair the other day! only $5 if i'm not mistaken! stainless too, hehehe.

okay, KL post coming up very soon!

Happy CNY! :D

2012-01-30T23:39:00.001+08:00

Hello readers, Happy Chinese New Year!

just got back from Malaysia two days ago. definitely not the best family gathering I've had so far.. but I will share about the goods time I had in another post with pictures! :)

on the night I got back, I was invited to TCC's open house. it was alright. I don't gamble nor drink, yes you have to believe me on this. going to open houses are pretty boring for me. all I'd do is eat, and eat and eat. then wait for time to fly past so I could go home. yeaaaaah.. i'm so lifeless. pictures up!

I went to her house before TCC's. :)

look what these guys are doing on TCC's bed. Adam was hiding under the table, he got emo. :p

me and Joey! been awhile since I last saw her. missed how we used to play Maplestory together along with TCC long ago :( used to hung out after school @ the canteen doing idk whut.

Meiyen and I :)

and the pretty pretty owner of the house that day :)

my fringe is long, yes? idk whether I should get bangs again or not.. my five fingers high forehead has to be completely covered :/

me and twin again!

so proud of her for not being an uncontrolled alcoholic! thanks for the lollipops you gave me the other day! :P

HEHEHE luv u.

yes I do know I have very boring looks and poses, I look the same throughout all the pictures. that's Tien btw.

I am NOT very good with angles. :( look at the pretty girl on the left!

twin and I ;)

Xinni! the night wasn't going smoothly for her..

I like this shot. taken by me, HEHEHE. LALA loves to hug people in front of me, tryna make me jealous?! :( middle finger is Lynne's.

I never liked to hold the camera cause the one holding ALWAYS have the biggest face.

but I had no choice. :(

I love Edward's ' HELLO ' phone casing!

me and Lynne.

that wraps up the whole night. pretty much all I did. hehe.

on Sunday I went out for breakfast w brother and sister @ Gadong, and then went to church with undone homeworks.. theory extra classes were cancelled so I attended the church sermon. ;) at night, I went to Ziwei's house.. it was a whole lot of fun.

I have a picture to show..

guess whose is this..?

look at this beauty. ;) taken by E.

I reached Ziwei's house just in time to see HMX in a dress.. he was apparently having fun playing dress-up! hahahahaahaha lmao.

twin arrived after awhile then we started playing cards. Adam kept pinching me and insist that I learn how to play cards so I could gamble with him so I had to.. pinching hurts. so he taught me the basics of the normal card games and I could see that he was really stressing. he has the *facepalm look. ohwell. nobody wanted to gamble with him that night so..

we played Heart Attack instead. I didn't even knew how to play that so they all taught me lah. we got bored then suddenly Adam wanted to show off his glow-in-the-dark shirt so he off the lights. then he ended up chasing us in the dark room. we kept running and hiding from him cause we could see him in his shirt but he couldn't see us ;) unfortunately Adam couldn't see my face and knocked me right on my flat nose. :( still hurts!

nonetheless, #goodtimes. it's like my childhood! I used to play this game with my two brothers although we always end up breaking something...

I went to twin's house after that to watch movies with hotties in it but plan cancelled because there were guests in her house. also saw her super pretty future sister-in-law. super envious!

since I missed like.. 5 days of school I have a lot to catch up on. so many classworks and homeworks waiting to be done. tuition starts next month which is only like two days away.. June papers aren't very far away as well. but no, I am not done enjoying.

just now I went to Teresa's open house along with all the girls who went to China, as well as the other group who went to another part of China that time. I ate so much and also talked alot with the Chinese teacher. gosh, I really love this teacher. probably one of the closest one to me. then we viewed our pictures taken in China discussing which one to upload and telling each other how much we missed those times.. the night ended in warm hugs! hope y'all are doing well in MD, Katok and Meragang!

off to bed for now!

Enjoy your CNY :)

2012-01-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

so um, happy advanced Chinese New Year to all the readers :)

surprisingly I could wear all my high-waist skirts and shorts! mum bought it for me last year and honestly.. I am way too fat to fit in those and even if I could, I feel super uncomfortable. although I promised myself to work out everyday on December and didn't fulfill it at all because I got lazy and I went to China ( last-minute , I still manage to slim down.. or maybe the clothes just became loose. lol.

yay for me, I guess I have new outfits for CNY afterall! :)

in class...

I see they're enjoying it. ;)

and I bet tomorrow things are gonna be more hectic in class because it's HMX's birthday and they will do what they usually do to guys on their big day. so.. goodluck HMX. don't even think about escaping school tomorrow!

Happy Advanced Birthday and best of luck in your o'levels this year alright? may God bless you with good brain, good health and most importantly, happiness! also, may your faith in Him grow stronger each day! thanks for being a good friend.

okay so in case all of you haven't already know, I will be flying to KL tomorrow for CNY. family time! :) will be there for 4 days and then to Terengganu ( my hometown ) for 6 days. I will still be on twitter, facebook & MSN most probably because there's WIFI all around. :) so excited for shopping time. hehehe. so yeah, won't be blogging for awhile! also hoping that I will have time to curl my hair.. :/ been wanting to do it for awhile. getting bored of straight long hair!

anyway, hope you all will enjoy your week!

p/s : sorry that blogging about China trip has to be delayed again!

bye! :)

Friday!

2012-01-13T23:54:00.003+08:00

Friday the 13th.. turned out great for me =p

the pants I bought from Yuki. she said it was ugly, but I find it nice. okay, majority said it was ugly but it was really comfortable... believe it or not I wore it out to my piano teacher's house. :P it's a pyjamas pants bah.

been awhile since I last took them out for a walk. Chloe's fur is soooo messy now. even after I brushed it a thousand times!

sister, Snowy and Chloe.

lazybum Snowy who doesn't wanna walk and would only lye down on the floor. :p had to be carried.

and the two other puppies of the big dog that guards the house. she gave birth so many times and this ' batch ' is the best. her pups look amazing.

finally get to wear my I love Paris shirt given by twin on my birthday!

school was boring so that's what I did in class. nice ribbon, yes? :P got it from China.

and this, is a gift from Chris. thankyousomuch I love it ttm! dolphin, and a candle. strong lavender smell!

on afternoon breaks we went to Gerai to eat. their meegoreng is the best. there must be a secret ingredient behind it :p those fatties above were eating Ayam Penyet. it was so spicy that they all had awesome outcomes like swollen mouths and teary eyes.

also went for counselling. HMX you look amazing here. ;) stretch more!

honestly.. I still haven't made up my mind on what course should I take in the future and whether I should take A-Levels or not.

these peepolz won't stop vaining with my phone during class!

so un-hot. :p

not cute at all, pfft!

lala gave me my super belated birthday gift yesterday! opened it today and guess what's inside?!

this grey and pink glasses!

and a super cool dolphin cup T_T I love it sooo much i'm gonna use the cup everyday and drink extra water! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ love you lala!

went for the chinese calligraphy competition this morning.. and I totally suck. I don't even have to worry about winning ( no this is not a mistake ). I don't like going on stage to get awards.. it's awkward. :p I only joined so that I could get the certificate and so I won't leave CHMS this year empty handed.

was actually gonna go to Mall with twin today so I could buy those fancy pencils and pens with the tiny toys on top. I am totally in love with those atm.. but.. since we're all busy it was cancelled.

so I went to stadium for swimming today. twin couldn't make it since she has dance practice so I was the only girl there with Adam, KH, HMX, Edward & SBA. we met Christian there so we swam together.

and these fatties were eating hamburger right after we finish swimming.

meanwhile twin wouldn't believe that i'm not eating T_T!

k so this was meant to be a short update since it's pretty late now. i'm gonna head to bed.

trying to enjoy life.

2012-01-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

the first week of my 2012 wasn't exactly the way I expected it to be :( but I guess I have to go through it anyway.

two days ago, twin asked me to go to school on friday morning. her plan was to surprise the guys since they will be painting the class that morning. so I went. but it turns out when we reached they were already done with the first layer. so while waiting for it to dry we went to eat kolomee & then came back to paint the second layer. it was hard work.

I have always wanted to paint a room but daddy wouldn't let. I thought it was fun. but now, I never want to paint again. it's so tiring and dirty! but with the clowns of the class around it wasn't that bad. I had music blasting loud to distract me as well. HMX, Edward, KH, Wanye, WeiQian and twin were there. HuiYing also joined us cos she had nothing else better to do. must be really nice, she's 1996 and she graduated already. so envious! all the best in Maktab Duli! :) thanks in advance for giving me your old boooooks!

I love the color. it's like.. sky blue but more towards aquamarine..? no i'm not color blind, i'm just not good in describing.

not bad huh? ;)

yeaaah it was pretty messy. had to clear off everything after that.

took us around 2 ~ 3 hours maybe? idk.

didn't knew it was gonna be so tiring and heaty, or I'd tie my hair beforehand. that's why my hair looks so messy here. tied it w/o comb and just a small rubber band.

idno why twin loves batman so much. :p

back to topic.

we spent hours painting and then when we were done we still had to sweep the floors. the guys did the mopping, surprisingly.. and when I went to the toilet I left my new dolphin ring by the sink. :/ when I remembered it I immediately ran back to the toilet and fortunately the janitor kept it for me. she even said she was looking for me to give it back. she knew it was mine because before I left the toilet I said hi to her. so lucky right? sadly I did not learn from my mistake.. -_-.

I went to twin's house after that because going home will be such a bore. it's not like i'm gonna do anything productive. I'd probably doze off. anyway, we then went to Gdg Mall cos we felt like eating Cheezebox. ended up having our lunch at HotPoint. we saw a few hotties, one that even bothered to stare back.. now we sound like perverts. we're not kay. like who wouldn't be happy when they see a hot guy staring back? :P we went clothes shopping.. I bought school shoes, a pair of Eiffel Tower earrings & hairband. I saw a camera ring which I liked but it costed $18 for one. -_-

going to her house after painting was a total last-minute thing, so I didn't bring any extra shirts. twin borrowed me hers. pink bag + grey shirt. that's why I look weird, doesn't match at all.

I don't like this picture but twin looked really pretty here.

also, idk what happened to my tongue that day but I kept having troubles pronouncing. twin asked where is Bingo then I said ' ha? B-B-B-Bingo? ' super fluently. I can't even do it now no matter how hard I try. I am amazing ;) HAHAH. I saw a dragon pendrive displayed which was so cute and when I wanted to tell twin, I said ' EH SEE THIS DWAAAAAAAAAAAGON '. D-u-aaaaaaa G-e-n. then we ended up laughing. " Dragon. " how hard is it to pronounce this simple word? --

bet you're thinking how lame we are. but it was really nice going out with her. eversince I got back from China, I've been going through ups and downs. maybe the reason why I enjoyed being in China was even this. I didn't had to think about how to solve my family problems or how I should handle my friendship problems.. no tension at all! there I met new people, and everything was way simpler. here I have issues with my family. BUT just minor issues.. and then friendship issues.. and I feel terrible every single night. twin has also been feeling the same with her family. going through this together! setting aside all these things and just going out for shopping was a brilliant idea.

I tried a pink skirt too.. but mine was so ugly I can't even get a picture.

@ Giordano. such a big shirt. and it's size XS. yeah, for once I feel thin. ;) it made me look fatter so I didn't buy it.

dinner was at Cheezebox. we kept on laughing at idk what. I really missed these moments. I used to have a best friend whom I laugh everyday with, about nothing at all. just by looking at each other we'd laugh.

I was vaining alone, because the food was so slow and I was bored.

then.. twin started vaining too. :P

she realized my amount of photos almost hit 1000. so I asked her to get it to 1000.

I love this shot the most.

two dimples! T_T. NO LIKE YOU.

I like her eyes.

unlike me, I have sharp, China eyes. :( I don't even know whom I get it from. dad and mummy doesn't have these kind of eyes.

FOR SOME REASON I THINK YOU LOOK LIKE YOUR MOM HERE, TWIN.

hah, we so grey ;)

why I haz tiny eyes..

least my hair is cooperative that day.

worst thing about that day was.. I lost my dolphin ring again. for the second time. I loved the ring so much that I didn't want to wash hand with the ring on so I took it off and put it beside the sink.. then yeah, yknow what's next. I hate myself for being so forgetful. :/ same way how I lost my phone. why ain't I learning from my mistakes! careless me.

I followed her back home again and we watched a Thai movie together. she insisted on watching that with me that night because she said she knows I will never watch it if she lends me the CD. I guess she knows me well! guess what, that's one of the best movies I've watched. the main actor is a super hot hottie and the girl turned from ugly duckling to Barbie beauty. I love the storyline. the guy is sweeeet! the title of the movie is ' A crazy little thing called love. ' it's really sad towards the end. I cried an ocean beside twin. so embarrassing k. no, I won't tell you what's it about because I am spoiling it. i'm all gaga over this new guy. hehehe.

Mario Maurer, the main actor! he's a Thai of German/Chinese. mixed, maybe that's why he's so good looking? ;)

♥_♥

I like this one the most! looks ang-mo ish here.

and taiwanese here.

reminds me of Nickhun.

♥♥♥

school is as usual, just started and our wonderful A.Maths teacher has already given us homeworks. what else? we have PE this year, :( sometimes it sucks to be in the new SPE system. I don't really like our new POA teacher, I mean.. she's too serious. I hope I can still score in accountings this year.. I really want Tch Merlin back. no vinly, gotta stop being so picky.

during breaktime today there was a bunch of girls from idk where ( looks like foreigners to me ) sitting at the bench infront of us. then twin spotted the pink camera.

this! I didn't manage to get a clear shot of it. had to zoom in all the way. but I really like the type of pink and the camera itself! pretty, no? Janice will prob like it as much as I do ;)

okay, ending this post with a picture of my all time fav, ..

♥♥♥♥♥

bye!

i'm back!

2012-01-03T16:36:00.002+08:00

hello everyone!

this will be a short update. just want to let you readers know that I landed safe here in Brunei and the past 13 days spent in China was amazing. altho now my skin is pretty horrible due to the snowy weather there.. I will blog about the whole trip some time soon when I am free and when I finish gathering all the photos from everyone's camera. ;)

school has also started yesterday which means I will be pretty busy for a while now. can't believe it's already senior year. so many years passed by in just a blink of an eye. I'll make sure to enjoy this last year to the maximum and take more pictures for memories! hehehe.

here's a nice song from one of my favorite Youtube singers, Jason Chen. I was waiting for the whole official video to come out after watching the amazing teaser.. then I totally forgot about it.. lul.

enjoy!

bye 2011!

2011-12-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

600th post. yay for me? :)

Happy Birthday to Sisterrr! her real birthday is tomorrow, had her party on 17th cos tomorrow, brother will be flying to Singapore. :)

I guess she did quite enjoyed her day.

I chose the cake for her. super yummy!

Crunchy hazelnut. the cake I ate w the girls on 11/11.

yes I know, pretty. I would be lying if I said i'm not jealous.

she has always been the love of everyone from young. she gets all the attention. ;) maybe that's why now she's so manja, and only scolds me. scared of everyone but me. ohwell. this year was a tough one for the both of us. I guess we can't really get along well. SIBLINGS, what to do? :P wish you all the best!

she's gonna be so lonely cos bro is leaving for SG, i'm leaving and big bro is also leaving for Thailand after Christmas.

look what the clown is up to. :p

stolen shot!

he wanted to show me the Eiffel Tower. he even wore a Batman mask... speechless.

and no, you don't look sexy. I know you're gonna read this!

this amazing photo taken by him. ( HMX, that crazy guy on top ). I actually really like this shot. or maybe because of the Eiffel Tower :p

yes, you readers are watching my pups grow big. I'm practically uploading pictures of them in each of my post. hahaha! :p Chloe's fur is so long.. it's starting to make her look like a crazy dog. agree?

went shopping yesterday for sport shoes. I am so last-minute. I am flying to China on Wed and I have no shoes to wear -_- mum has been yelling at me for hours. I bought one which I didn't like at all.. I don't have a choice. mum said I cannot be so picky everytime!

twin was gonna be homealone today because her parents & her sis won't be around. so I told her to come to my place ;)

so we showered the pups together and played w them, then we walked to Serusop and had Jollibee for lunch. went shopping for awhile but didn't buy anything and then walked back. it was raining on our way back so.. not a pleasant walk home. :p oh and on our way to Serusop we nearly got chased by dogs..

I look like i'm bald here. HAHAHA.

I know she loves Chloe. :p

found this picture online. Loving it to the max, plus the background is pink!

taken by v. :p I always put the pups in that tent, warmer floor to sleep on. fyi, we did not buy that tent just to put the pups k. not that rich =p mum bought it when I was still young so I could play in it. and back then, it really WAS a Dreamworld for kids like me. :p

okay as you all know I will be away to China starting this Wednesday up to 2nd of January. yes 2nd, I thought it was 1st but no. :( that means.. 13 days, 12 nights. and school reopens the day after. sigh. not much time to prepare. will be missing Christmas with family, as well as New Year. :( guess I will be thinking of my new year resolutions in the plane.

since I won't be around until next year, I'll be saying everything I want to right now. :)

just want to thank everyone, each one of you made my year. whether you're my close friend or not. this year was a whole lot different from the previous' . I actually grown to be more mature. I am starting to learn to defend myself, do what is right and stop what is wrong. I used to just go with anything, friend's do this then I'll do this. okay maybe I still am but at least I see improvements.

I learn to be more like a girl, and watch what I say to people. my sister was a pain for me this year and I have really learn alot of stuffs. she may have said stuffs that hurt a lot but I actually did the same w/o realizing. but then again I have an amazing father who is here to give me boring lectures that somehow I listen to and understands. daddy once told me that before I say anything to anyone, put myself in their situation and listen to what I was going to say. see how much it hurts, and that's how much that person is going to hurt too. sister must have been thru alot. :(

I have also met Jeremy, a guy I knew from Maplestory who was here for me all the time when I have trouble. altho he's abit fierce but when it comes to me having probs, he's serious and not that bad. amazing friend who taught me so much useful lessons ( altho he claims that I don't listen at all. ) but see how blessed I am? :) people are here to lead me to the right path. thankyou for all your advices!

family, if it weren't for you guys then I won't be the me I am now. thanks mom for teaching me so much, to not be so blur, to be independent, to be more girlish, and to be more responsible. thanks dad for giving me priceless knowledge which not everyone knows. thanks to big bro for always bringing me out to eat nowadays. we have been more closer than ever this year. back then we never even talked more than 10 words for weeks.

church teachers, thanks for all the lessons you all taught me.

church members, thanks for making me feel like i'm at home when i'm in church. :) esp you three, Siobhan, ShinTinn and Jeanne. going to church is more fun with you guys! hope we can hang out next year and have another movie marathon again!

skip if it's not your name. cos they all more or less mean the same.. I think.

thanks twin, for scolding me when you had to. I may have thought that you're the first friend who did that to me but now I come to realize that scolding showed you care. you wanted me to stop having toothache so you got angry, I guessed I got used to friends who just let me do whatever I want. so thanks, k? for being fierce when you really were supposed to. thanks for influencing me in your studies. I'd be a failure if it weren't for you :p it really is amazing how alike we are, and how our parents know each other, brother's live together in Aus and your sister knowing my second brother. and we even had fate, seat arrangement was next to each other. O_O. man this is scary. I honestly hope that we could study together in KL after olevels.. :(

and I really am sorry that I won't be able to make it for your birthday. don't be too upset k! have a blast! ♥

Tcc, even tho we might have been a lot less closer than we used to because we're in diff classes, thanks for always remembering me, inviting me to go out and never leaving me behind. we have shared a lot of memories back then and I'll never forget them. hehehe :D 11/11 was a really awesome day spent w you and the rest! hope we'll be much closer next year, since it's our last year together.. :/

Jan, we got closer last year/earlier this year ( or was it last last year... ) when our seating arrangement was next to each other yes? :p thanks for all the gifts from wherever you go. srsly I can open shop already, you always get me so many things when you're overseas! I had fun hanging out together. :p goodluck in your dream of becoming a makeup artist k! :p one more year to go. bet you're excited.

Chingwen, you're an amazing friend! thanks for helping me to get back with my friend when we argue, and for helping me keep secrets well! one day I'll go to SG again and meet you! remember to bring me to your church. hehehe. it was really nice to get to know you much better this year. last year all we do is play Maplestory together and didn't bother talking about anything else. you're the first online friend I met that I have webcam-ed with, so be happy ok you pretty girl :)

Chris. a friend that I talk about anything to, and a person whom I show-off my stuffs to. :p when I get any new items I like, I LOVE to share. thanks for always being there for me and keeping me company when I rot at home during the holidays. idk why but we argue so many times already this year and we always end up talking again. don't always so emo next time k. you're another amazing friend. nice to play any online games with and nice to chat with. :p have fun in Philippines!

SHE, KH, Adam & Eric, you guys were the clowns in the class as twin said before. I couldn't agree more. without you guys, class would be so boring and we'd have so many punishments. we always forget to do our homework yet manage to escape from teacher because you guys are so good in distracting teachers and making them happy. srsly, class is not that painful and stressful with you guys around. our whole class is amazing. we altogether trick the Chinese teacher into believing that HMX is SBA. for weeks, teacher never realized she got it wrong. :p our whole class also know how to ' pakat ' together to tell a lie when teacher asked if she had given us homework or not. and when teachers don't come, we ALL pretend to forget to call the teacher in the office. free period to play. I know it's bad but we really do need this fun time sometimes. afterall, it's our last year to play around. thanks HMX for leading me into a more christian-like life. thanks KH for tutoring me in some subjects. thanks Edward for driving me crazy in school. T_T but thanks to you all we go to school with a smile. ;P

April is another good friend I've grown closer to. we always have stuffs to talk about. our future, our nails, our hair.. really nice talking to her. :p also started hanging out with her and her mom. super friendly one!

told you my classmates are all cool people ;)

if I were to thank everyone, one by one, even a year wouldn't be enough. so I'll stop right here. anyway, why am I writing so much -_- as if I just graduated and is leaving the country. BUT HEY, who knows something happens to me in China.. ohgosh i'm cursing myself. anyway, i'm done with the post. long story short, I just wanted to say " thanks ". people always say appreciate before it's too late right? so here I am trying to appreciate everyone. ;)

sorry to whomever I've hurt before.. I didn't mean to do that. and the words I once said, if it had hurt you or offended you, a million apologies!

2011 is not the worst year afterall. I cried alot, things happened, but it ended pretty nicely :) I now have the phone that I have always wanted, have a computer, have all the Paris stuffs, family in one piece, awesome friends.. what more could I ask for? Thankyou God for 2011.

off to watch Monte Carlo and Dolphin Taleeee!

fun day.. almost.

2011-12-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

oh wow, now there's an updated blog posting template? ( sorry, only saw it now. ) -_________- I don't really like it. I mean I wouldn't have chose this over the old one if the old one didn't had any problems. but yeah, anyway.. sorry it took so long to update. idk why but I think I got used to blogging once a week. everything in one post. I guess.. convenient? :p

wondering what I've been doing for the past one week? well, definitely not anything productive. on Saturday, I went to RBRC w twin, Adam, HMX and OKH. we went early, around 8am, just to swim at Stadium but it's only open at 9:30. so Adam's driver dropped us at RBRC. but what's stupid is.. I didn't swim. I just wanted to accompany twin. she's in the emo mood for the past few days before that and plus I promised her to go swimming on Friday.. didn't make it. so basically I just went there to watch them swim. I went there willingly btw, :)

on the day before, my puppy, Chloe, was very inactive. she's the aggressive type, never keeps her mouth shut always having something to chew on.. always jumping and playing but on that day she was so quiet. we brought the pups in at night, since it was pouring outside. we showered them ( bad choice ) and I guess she caught a flu? idk.. for 3 days she didn't eat nor drink, ( just a little ) and sleeps all day. I was so worried but never did succeed in convincing mom and dad to let us bring her to the vet. she's fine now though.. like after almost a week. she's eating and drinking well but has alot of weird stuffs on her body. she has a bleeding wound which has gotten worst today, and there's something green growing between her legs. it smells like blood, SUPER STRONG smell. but after showering her today it just turned white. mummy still insist that we DO NOT bring her to the vet because it is a ' minor problem '. I just hope she really is okay because there's definitely something fishy going on with her :/

okay sorry, too much info. I got carried away..

only because she's sick, sits down weakly and not move, that I was able to get this shot.

anyhoos, spot the three. twin, Adam and HMX swimming.

me vaining because I was bored.

Adam vaining w my phone. tsk.

then my brother drove us from there to Timesquare. ate @ Pastamania. Adam's FAVORITE restaurant, and also claimed that he will never ever visit here anymore. EXP and not worth it. my dish was alright, not worth 9 bucks tho.

Lunar Eclipse. seeing that everybody is so ' excited ' about it I went to check the moon as well. so beautiful.

meanwhile, Snowy is doing very fine. getting more active unusually until he got so tired and slept in THAT amazing position. half body on chair, other half on my sis's leg, and head on pillow. #likeaboss.

also went shopping on Sunday with mummy. bought that dress.

and vained..

even more.

took this, this morning. superwoman Chloe! thankyou God for healing her so quickly. #prayeranswered.

HERE'S A TIP. # if your dog is not playing with the new toys you just bought for them, KEEP playing with it by yourself at the corner where they can see you but not too clearly. they WILL come to you and snatch the toys.

I saw that on GOOGLE, thought it was a lie, turns out it's true. my dogs bite whatever I play with. I got them a ball, and when I play with it at the corner.. making it like super fun.. & they keep snatching it from me. :p I guess they are picky. they only play stuffs that WE play, stuffs that are fun :D

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today was a whole lot of fun :)

OH MY AMAZING LONG LEGS.. HAHAHAHAHAHHA. it just looks long.

went out w twin, April and Adam today. main purpose ; watch Alvin and the Chipmunks : Chipwrecked.

YES I KNOW IT'S PREMIERES TODAY. idk how did Auntie Maggie ( April's mom ) manage to get the tickets. ;D

IMO, ratings are.. 10/10. I just LOVE the chipmunks/chipettes. super cute animals! sigh. I feel like watching it again.

after the movies, Auntie Maggie drove us all to Timesquare to play bowling. ;) My FIRST time ever going to a bowling centre and actually touched a bowling ball. idk what have I been doing for the past few years....... how can I miss this.

anyhooooos, so far so good. I LOST, got the 3rd. sucks. I really am a beginner. there was an.. advisor/helper there which was really good. he taught us the basics and how to throw the ball and all. but really, after listening to him we all did even badly.. O_O. too nervous perhaps?

twin & April.

twin & me. idk why my double eyelids only apply on my left eye in this picture..

yeah, our score. there's our name on the left if you didn't notice. yes, I am very ashamed, no need to mention. I am so far behind :/

YOU vili, said that the last time you play was 2 years ago. LIAR. :(

super embarrasing cos the three malay guys playing just next to us kept looking at us. their scores were around 70 ~ 90.. yeaaaaaah. I guess I love cleaning the drain, like Auntie said. ;p nvm if you don't get it.

I bought a pouch today ( the one in the pictures below, w the beanies on ). a sweet looking, pink colour pouch which costed me $22. I guess it's quite cheap/reasonable for a pouch.. oh and not to forget, thanks toJanice for the Eiffel Tower phone casing. I love it, although it isn't 100% compatible with my phone. IP4 and IP4S is a little different on the side, the silent and volume buttons. with the new casing, I can't really push the buttons :( but I still love the picture on the casing. thankyou again!

special thanks to TCC and Janice for being so generous, borrowing me all the winter clothes/gloves and beanies for me to use when I go to China. I promise to take good care of it and I really WILL try to not spoil anything. srsly, me and my clumsiness.. :/ but thanks alot! hehehe.

okay after dinner at the foodcourt, we went shopping for awhile.

tried on a lot of beanies. YES I LOOOOVEEEE THE POUCH. for a clumsy girl like me it comes in really handy.

I said I look like one of the teletubies/ultraman wearing this. but really, it didn't look that bad now that I see it.... HAHA.

anyway, I got myself a new beanie today. not this one, a black one. pictures next time! :D

IDK WHAT I WAS DOING.

I srsly look like the teletubies.. but April and V said they like this picture. looks like we're HAPPY. like real smile and laughters ;p

had Mochi after that. super yummy. I actually just had it with my brother and sister last night after watching Muppets ( OH THIS MOVIE IS ALSO AWESOME. surprised to see a few actor/actresses which I didn't expected to be in that movie. not gonna spoil it. go watch. ) awesome ice cream. prob one of the best I've tried. ;) Original + Strawberry, and awesome Nata De CoCo topping + Rainbow Sprinkles. woolala.

April said we didn't take any picture today. so here it is. ;)

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other than that, I stay home and Maple. feel free to add me, it'll be nice to have more friends. I'm on Aquila (SG) server btw. those are my new guildmates, very nice people :) exactly why I don't quit Maple. I love to meet nice people.. at least they can make me laugh. no arguments, no meeting up, no need to try to fit in, no nothing. bet you don't understand.

and also learnt a lesson on how to edit this thing on top. I LOVE THE BEANIE.

I also watched a few movies ;

Step Up 3 ; 7/10.

Mr. Popper's Penguin ; 8/10.

The Change Up ; 7/10. too much awkward scenes.

okay I take back what I said about the new blog posting template suck :p it's actually NOT that bad and gosh, the uploading pictures thing is so much more convenient now. why didn't I see this earlier?! :/

bah okay, I've to go now.

what I do on holidays.

2011-12-07T20:46:00.004+08:00

5/12/2011 ; A day spent with the lazy & jobless bums :p

Apparently KH was dying of boredom in his house and since his parents weren't around he invited us ( me, v, edward & adam ) over. he told us it was a ' stupid party ' when we asked what was the occasion so I thought it was something important like farewell or something. -___- I even dressed properly. I mean like, actually pick something nice to wear. pfft.

turns out to be just a slacker's party. :( so yeah, I went around 2-ish. Adam was already there. so KH, Adam and I played COD. no you did not read wrongly, I DID play it. for the first time. I must say i'm really a professional cos I did won a round. hehe okay maybe it was luck. it was just o-kay, cos I don't really know what was I doing inside. when someone appears I just spam on the shoot button. :)

we were watching Honey 2. I brought the CD to return it to V cos she lent me the CD before she went to KL. I was supposed to be the one lying down right infront of the tv comfortably. that two snatched my space. least I get to sit on the sofa. we didn't manage to finish even 15 minutes of the movie, lol.

them playing XBOX. wait, is it xbox or wii?......

v got pulled to play the boat adventure or w/e it's called lah. meanwhile.. I was munching on the potato wedges. ;)

Adam insist that he could beat everyone's high score. pft!

after those, we played Monopoly. I mean we attempted(?) to. the money machine wasn't working properly. Edward couldn't make it work and Adam had to leave in a while so we didn't play it. we had Pizza instead. we also FINISHED a big container of um fried.. food. --

this explains why I am sick. I guess I was ABOUT to fall sick but because I ate so much fried food it became much easier for germs to go in my body. super unhealthy me. -_____- yesterday I had a bad sore throat, light coughing and nose block. it got worst today. felt nauseous. :( couldn't make it to LALA's party tonight. sorrrry!

back to the topic. so so, after PIZZA eating session, we chatted and idk how/why but we decided to watch Puss In Boots that night. surprisingly managed to get tickets for the four of us ( Adam and KH couldn't make it, Calvin came instead ). Rating : 8/10? love the part where the cat act cute by doing those eyes.. T____T it's irresistable.

k anyway I went home to have dinner first. v followed me back. I saw this box at the living room and out of curiosity, asked my sister what is that/who is it for but she kept saying she doesn't know. then I realised v walked really quickly to the kitchen. when I opened, I saw a huge Eiffel Tower and I instantly know it's for me. ;) then sister told me it's from v. it was so awkward, I even opened it in front of her. fail!

a box with a long piece of paper rolled ( obviously a poster ) of I wonder who. :p

looks what's inside. okla honestly.. I opened and check them out all when v was still around. I AM RUDE but it was all out of curiosity :( I mean.. such a big box, I was dying to know what else is inside, or UNDER the huge Eiffel Tower! least I waited for her to go to another room first right :p

but anyway, there was a lollipop, a HUGE Eiffel Tower, and it's necklace, a PUPPY'S outfit, a Paris shirt, a birthday card, a 4 pages letter in an envelope, a ' V ' keychain & a picture of a lollipop..? :p

seriously, this is my biggest gift ever, never received so many things before by ONE person at once. hahaha twin, you broke my record. :p

mm ok, I am really thankful that you got me all this things that I love and about your letter.. really touched me la k. like I said, don't even hafta watch the movie ' 1 litre of tears ' because your letter did it already.. tsk. I'll reply you elsewhere because this is way too public. *note : it's not a love letter, people. but it's definitely something to keep to ourselves. :p

I am way too speechless to describe how happy I am after seeing it and.. idk. I don't understand how you could find the Tower, I mean srsly? you didn't even had to travel to Paris. HAHAHA. gosh i'm so happy. don't even worry about my Paris wishlist okay? nobody said you HAVE to get me everything! I wanted it but its something I'll get myself. ;) and sorry it costed you a fortune, as you said. :P really love you! you could just tell me you saw it but couldn't get it, cos you know, you might get scolded by your mum ( which you definitely won't tell me ). it's the thoughts that count k? nonetheless thankyou for even attempting to get me everything on the wishlist T___T don't do that again ok, in case my future boyfriend can't get me anything since you got it all already :( joke.

no wonder I had a bad dream of you and your mummy on the day you fly back. in the dream she was angry with me for being friends with you and lied to me so that I'll misunderstand and we'll never talk again. I bet it's cause you spent so much of her money ( or yours ) buying these for me that she's so unhappy and started cursing me. :p

THIS IS THE POSTER. I WENT O-M-G when I saw it. SO HAPPY K. I CAN NOW STARE AT THIS HOTTIE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE, HEHEHE.

wondering why I didn't mention the Mistletoe album in the box? :) this was given by Adam. he asked v to pass to me. thankyou so much, son! :P really loved it. I was searching for it as well. guess what, i'm even listening to it now.

ah, about the movie marathon I went that day. it went smoothly except that we couldn't get the tickets for Puss in Boots. Jeanne suggested that we watch Petaling Street Warriors and even though me and the other two friends weren't happy with it we agreed to watch. now we're taking back all we said. we LOVE that movie. it was so funny, like every second we're laughing. felt like watching again! Ratings for that, 10/10! :p as for Breaking Dawn, I guess 6/10? I was pretty ' scared ' at most of the part cos there was violent fighting parts and disgusting scenes where the girl's bone got disformed(?). and her tummy was.. blackish. ugh just disgusting. and those scenes that also made us super awkward. Happy Feet 2 ; 9/10! love the movie, quite a few sad parts but managed to hold the tears in. love Eric, super cute penguin!

wanted to go to Mochi with Jeanne that night but it was too late. :( I haven't tried it yet. can't believe this. I've been saying I want to go there since before it was even opened and it seems like everyone has already tried it now except me. in addition to my condition now, there's no way brother will bring me. please let me get well, especially before I travel to China!

Chloe with her new shirt!

:p guess she likes it too. she didn't really bite it or act weirdly after wearing it.

did this last night for my sister. love the quality! love her hair color too.. it's natural brown :( but I did edit the picture though, so it's not THAT brown. yes, fail braids. it was hard since her hair is layered. and short.

I love the fringe! clipped it up and put a bump-it-up sponge, it becomes like that. why won't my hair be like that, lol.

okay, bye!

pictures!

2011-12-01T18:16:00.012+08:00

got my report card already. honestly, not disappointed nor satisfied. hahaha let's just say I don't really care.. YET. it's not olevel's this year so that means it's alright to get these results. I failed only one subject, which is Chinese. didn't really get good grades for the rest though. only two Aces, on two unimportant subjects ( POA/MIB ). will study harder next year!

okay so.. yesterday was Janice's & Chris's birthday. again, Happy Belated Birthday you two. ;) I went to Jan's party at night after I had my piano class. it was at Kimbal Restaurant in Gadong. it was okay, the food was delicioooous. or maybe because I was starving. I got her a Hello Kitty accessory box & a Hello Kitty contact lenses cover. glad she liked it. hehehe. I bet she was very happy and is still very happy until now because a friend she didn't expect to appear actually appeared, whether reluctantly or not. so I guess that's her biggest present of all. oh & I love her birthday cake so so much. I'll let the pictures do the talking.

told you im enjoying it.

the soup is (Y).

srsly, I did not took this. they vained so horribly with my phone and posted in on facebook, instagram and twitter. hahaha!

my super shy seatmate for half of the year. :) he's the only quiet one among this three.

crazy -_________- super unhot.

this is not any better. BUT, notice his hair colour? tsktsktsk.

her awesome pinkish makeup cake. looked sooo real!

♥_♥ Happy birthday, future makeup artist. :)

awkward.. moment.

candle blowing!

:) may all your wishes come true!

SukSian is soo pretty, especially in real life. very neat girl!

they're both super gorgeous in real life. it's just that my phone camera quality sucks, especially the one infront. :(

ahsjkaf bad quality. me & April.

back quality is way better. anyway, it's the birthday girl, SBA and Eric.

I like this picture but sadly I spoiled it. cropped myself out, hehehe.

her flower thing on the head is pretty. she's so floral-ish.

vainass! :P

Janice say I look really good with that thing on my head. I'll take it as a compliment :P

the sweetest couple in class. :) April helping Eric with his.. um, idk what you call that.

spot the guy at the back. HAHA.

we're all surprised at SBA. he's usually too shy to do all these funny things ;)

COOL FRINGE YES?

HHAHAHA they're all jobless. believe it or not, April DARED Eric to wear that out. and he did. infront of the crowd. ( there was alot of people on the main hall, all malays disco-ing loud. )

Eric trying to heat up the environment? making it less awkward ;p

these posers! tsk.

thanks Edward for the belated birthday gift. I really love the necklace and the keychain below! :3 The long earring on the left is the one I bought from TimeSquare for quite an expensive price. worth it! the earring on the right was given by Janice, she got it from Jakarta ( I think ). & the bracelet I got from Miri. ♥ hehehe.

now I have two keychains of the exact same size, texture & words. just different color. thanks HMX and Edward ( and your sister ) :D

going for a movie marathon tomorrow with Siobhan, Jeanne and ShinTinn. my first movie marathon and I am very looking forward to it. will be watching Happy Feet 2, Breaking Dawn and Puss in Boots all in one day. hehehehe hoping that I will have enough energy. :) at least I won't be living at home lifelessly. okay stopping here.

birthdays!

2011-11-28T22:09:00.008+08:00

25/11 - mummy's birthday.

sadly, didn't do much today. wanted to go to Mochi but it was not officially opened, didn't even got her anything because we didn't went out. mummy doesn't want to go out for dinner as well.. it was a pretty boring day :/ she even baked a cake for me, ON her birthday. and she got quite upset because some stuffs got messed up ._________. but she had her advanced party few days before by her church group members :)

26/11 - my birthday.

I was praying for nothing bad to happen on that day. wish came true!

my big day, hung out w the girls for the whole afternoon and had a wonderful dinner @ Escapade with my family. dad couldn't make it again.. so nyeh, i'm not surprised. wasn't expecting him. daddy is always busy. I know he didn't mean to but.. I thought if there's a will, there's always a way? okay fine, work is more important. :(

so during the afternoon, our plan was to watch movie but since they didn't want to watch we cancelled it. it's fine, because what's the point of watching if you don't have the interest? and plus, my brother & sister wants to watch with me. hehehe so instead we went to play pool. we had lunch at Cheezebox and after going for shoe shopping with Sinyi and Meiyen, we went separate ways. :)

Tccc! ♥ who've always always been there for me. :') remember when I used to help you stalk people and you do the same? I really miss the old times! hahaha.

daughter! thankyou for always helping me when I have conflicts with my husband AKA the girl below. ♥

lala, who changed alot from the first time I knew her. in looks, in personality and in attitude. really amazing real-life changes O:

DARLINGGGG! I know you dislike when I call you that but it just makes me feel like calling you it more! HAHA! thankyou for always offering your ear, and I will never forget how you used to defend for me a million times. i'm so glad we're still close. it's so easy for friendships to slip away when you don't hang out very often anymore. ♥

Xinni & Yiqinn. Yiqin, a person whom I mostly go shopping with or hang out with, rather than a person I talk to. very humorous ; good thing. doesn't let any conversation dies. no silence, in other words. :p

Meiyen, whom i'm not closed very closed with. all I know is she's a nice girl ! very pretty, yes?

Stalla was being perverted 24/7 by using my phone to take thousands of pictures of Sinyi. out of that thousands, this is the nicest shot. :)

The toy, the BB cream, the color changing mug, the mascara, and the super soft cotton. I was searching for that mug and a mascara, thankyou for getting me it! :D but srsly, how did you guys knew I wanted those? or was it pure coincidence? thank you all for the gifts & thanks Sinyi for walking me to Escapade! :p I suck in crossing the roads.

dinner was yummy, and I was looking forward to visiting the new ice-cream store at Airport Mall, Mochi but we were too full. :( I guess, some other time then.

thankyou to all who greeted me, and Special thanks to those who waited until exactly 12am to greet me on msn/phone/twitter/facebook. really really appreciate it! I know how hard it is because everytime I attempt to do so I end up sending it late, forgot about it, or fall asleep. -___- i'm very happy this time cos even my friend's oversea sent a message! also, I received two voice messages. two songs dedicated to me! hehehe. thankyou so much for it! also twin, thankyou for the longgg message and for the wish-granting stuff. I thought you'd miss it cos afterall.. you're outstation and it's easy to forget! :') come back safely k cos I have ALOT of cartoons waiting for me to watch! and no one else watches cartoon with me like you. :< or at least, no one else is WILLING to watch it with me. HAHAHA.

27/11 - church anniversary.

everything went pretty smoothly in church. our performance was alright, although mummy and brother said the dancers looked lazy :( maybe they're tired. the songs sang by the Filipino group was super cool and the church anniversary dinner was great. enjoyed talking to Jeanne, ShinnTinn & Siobhan. the foods were satisfying. makes me hungry just by thinking it :(

wore this to the dinner. anyway.. I look like an emo here -______- ugh. I hate that. but my fringe is asgdhjasfgdsg and I cannot cut it because it'll come back to this again. no choice but to let it grow longer. side bangs will always suit me more than straight bangs. I wonder why. is four-fingers-high forehead not suitable for straight bangs?

28/11 - Uncle David's birthday party.

today is Grace's dad's party, ( not officially his birthday today tho ) and I went there with the two puppies! Jeanne brought hers as well hoping that we could re-unite them! their parents were there as well as their siblings so we thought it was a good idea. mummy Shih Tzu is super pretty even though she has short legs. hahaha!

Sister and mummy dog! didn't had a clear shot, it was dark and there was no lights. didn't had any pictures of daddy Spitz at all :(

there were 5 of them, but I couldn't get a shot of them all together since they keep jumping out of it. lol.

Snowy has a twin who looks exactly just like him.

the one on the right is Chloe's twin. ( differen't fur colour ).

she wants to come out and play!

while in the car, she is THIS obedient and quiet. FOR. THE. FIRST. TIME. I don't think they like car rides.. :O they're never this quiet.

their new collars :)

now, GOODNIGHT.

puppies pictures.

2011-11-24T00:05:00.006+08:00

skip this post if you want, mostly pictures :)

I went to school yesterday as planned. got the form from the chinese teacher and got caught by another teacher for wearing slippers and PE uniform to school and more worst, I was in the office. I expected that so it's alright. :) didn't do much. was just slacking with Qin, Tcc & Xinni. we went somewhere else so I couldn't look for Laa nor talk to her. :(

after we returned to the school compound, we just went to the canteen. then I went home while they went to the Hall. I never liked to watch basketball matches, honestly. so what's the point of going to the Hall and watch? no offence, I just don't know how to admire the game. unless i'm going to support someone la. :)

;) they took this w my phone and even set it as wallpaper! tsk.

i'm gonna upload pictures of the puppies AS requested by twin. be thankful k twin cos I am sooo lazy right now but I know you're expecting it. ( sorry, one day late! ) so here it is. miss my puppies? ;) come back safely and play with them alright? have fun in Cameron Highlands and have a safe trip to KL and back to Brunei!

Chloe, super naughty! attacking my phone.

lazy bum.

Chloe wants to come in but isn't allowed to. daddy's been very strict nowadays.

ballerina! serious. she could stand for like 6 seconds, I have the video :) Chloe is much thinner so she can balance herself. Snowy can't. hehehehe.

they chew on everything, like I said.

it was so hard to get these shots. they kept moving.

when they're fighting, they get really violent.

Chloe loves attention and whatever Snowy does, she will literally just copy him. Snowy found the shuttercock and was minding it's own business and chewing it but Chloe came and snatched it.

Snowy - finder.

Chloe - snatcher.

I guess it's cause Chloe is the more active one and gains more attention. become manja already :(

just ignore my hands and legs.

this was pure coincidence, really. checked out the photo album and found these identical respective pictures of the two!

and a picture of me. I hadn't shower yet, was really lazy. daddy said the pups need their exercise so I went out to play with them.

credits to eldest brother, all this pictures were taken from him except for the first one. :) that photographer.

okay, i'm off to bed. 2:40am!

slacker.

2011-11-21T22:38:00.008+08:00

have been skipping school for a while now due to laziness. I mean.. what's the point of going right? all the test papers have been given back and plus none of my close classmates are around. twin has already gone to KL and Janice/Adam will be leaving on my birthday. all leaving me here! :( KH and the rest of the guys are pretty occupied with Dota or whatever they're playing on their laptop. so if I go to school I will end up talking to myself or.. sleep.

but for tomorrow, i'm going to school. I think my Chinese teacher is looking for me to talk to me about the China trip i'm going in December.. alot to discuss. I want to hang out with Laa and Tcc as well. after becoming close with twin, we've been having breakfast and lunches in class everyday that we don't even see the rest of the girls anymore. now it's time for me to bond back with them. we'll slack at the canteen and talk like there's no tomorrow. hehehehe *dreams on.

I just came back from the SAS nativity play. it was o-kay in my opinion. presentation was fine, the P&W was really cool. almost like my church's. I know they put alot of effort for the play cos there was so many different scenes and alot of kids performing different kinds. but sadly I couldn't hear anything. I went with Jeanne, her friend Jia Mee & the twins Dorothea&Charissa and since Jeanne's mom had to pick us all, we were late. we couldn't find any seats at the front thus we sat at the very back of the hall. it was quite far from the stage and with all the audience sitting at the front we could barely see anything when we're standing.. so idk what's the whole story about. but what I know is that the kids performing on stage are cute. can roughly see. ;D

the annoying huge fan above me was blowing so asdghsaggdfasd-ly that my hair was so messy and covering my eyes. basically i'm a ghost sitting at the back trying hard to catch a good glimpse of the people talking! :(

I shall attend this again next year. Jeanne and her mom said last year's was better. hm. never attended last year's so idk. hehe.

a really bad shot. lol. but yeah, that's roughly how it looks like.

part of the reason why I wanted to go today is to see the 3 kids whom I met from VBS. I saw Aaron as soon as I came and I was really happy but he didn't wave nor smile at me. he was talking to Jeanne's mum so yeah.. :((( but he did look for me on FB few days ago so happy. Edmund didn't make it today but I saw Darren. he was trying to catch me and Jeanne's attention. nyeh, kids always does that. :D he kept looking here when he's talking to his kawan. super cute lah, this Mickey! for the first time, he waved and smiled at me sincerely. I always wave at him back then during the VBS camp and he's always blushing and just walking away T___T.

new addiction, Secret Garden kdrama! introduced by Janice ;)

the main actor, Hyun Bin isn't very eye-catching. didn't paid much attention on him until after a few episodes. very goodlooking when he's serious but I find it gay when he starts to smile. it's weird. idk, maybe it's just me. but I do love the other guy, who doesn't appear much. doesn't play an important role perhaps? :(or maybe he appears more at the back cos i'm only @ episode 9. he's so goodlooking somehow! oh no, not a new favorite :(

in my opinion this drama is abit complicated. the main actor has a really different um, perspective in looking at things and sometimes when he talks I don't understand AT ALL. I mean, with the subtitles la.

KHJ/Yoseob beats him in looks but there's just something about him that I like O_________O

how I looked like when I just woke up today. heavy eye bags. slept late last night!

how I looked like just now :

I love this shirt. I wear it too often.

yes, my pimples are really getting less. those things on my face are scars. happy & thankful. scars are better than pimples, that's what I always thought. scars can be covered without making it become worst, pimples can't.

and my phone finally arrived yesterday! hehehe was so happy but never had the courage to say thanks to anyone yet. it would be awkward if I just go up to dad/mom and say ' hey dad/mom thanks for the new phone ' . daddy did come to me and asked for a hug but I didn't want him to think that i'm only hugging him because he gave me that phone. fyi, dad asks for hug very often and I always say no. he tickles too much. :) he understands tho, that as we grow up we feel shy. dad is VERY understanding. sometimes.. better than mum. no one in the family is ever close with daddy cos he's quite different from mummy. now.. things are starting to change ;D

but i'm soooo thankful for it. very very very extremely. thankyou mummy & daddy, for giving me this phone. I know it's expensive and I know i'm known as the most careless girl in the family, but thankyou for trusting me with it. daddy said to me that I earned it. he would never give things for free, he never wants to spoil me. he trusts me ;')

YF closing was a blast last Saturday. our performance was alright! I did a bad job for starting EARLY and playing fast ;( but thank goodness it wasn't an obvious mistake. thanks Eunice for guiding me on the piano. my first time doing a duet with a friend! the rest of the programs were quite fun cos I could see alot of smiling on the parent's faces. assuming it was a fun night for them :)

- addicted to Tiny Towers -

long post? :P bye!

a happy day indeed.

2011-11-16T21:21:00.003+08:00

my results are all out, okay except D.Maths..

not gonna post up the marks yet cos I'm so lazy to take the papers. but yeah, definitely no improvements for most of the subjects :( I didn't put much effort on this time's. I was really unmotivated.

school was pretty boring, only the A.Maths teacher is teaching.

Look what someone got me! saw it on my standing when I went to my table. hehe.

took this pictures during class cos no one was around :( v and the rest of the guys went to Tasek. was gonna follow but the weather was hot.

anyway, that keychain is from HMX.

a THOOOOOOOOOUSAND thankyous for giving me. my first Eiffel Tower keychain! :)

altho mum said she has one too and will look for it. hope she finds it..

I also had a long talk w T. Elzie today. we talked about our families, and also about the guy me and twin keep looking at in school. never knew this teacher is so different! I love teachers who we can talk our problems to anytime.

anyhoos, good news fer me.

brother's friend manage to get the phone from Australia so I guess today is a pretty good day? all the surprises! :D hopefully my brother can meet up with his kawan ASAP so I can get it sooner. :P no piano classes on Saturday, another good news. i'm just so lazy to do my theory work. also, tomorrow will be my last dentist appointment. like finally -.- i've been attending it since two months ago on every thursday to do ONE teeth a day, and ONE teeth takes 3 hours. what a waste of time. if you're curious, um, I have issues with my teeth. spoiled, lousy, weak, yellow teeth due to excess sugar I believe. and trust me, the 3 hours is a very painful session. -_- imagine me going through that so many times, 3 injections per time :(

i'm just so glad all the bad things are over. no more exam results to worry, or money issues for the China trip i'm going to, performance on this Saturday, aaaah. I feeel so good. thank you God for all the wonderful blessings especially during this month!

happy mood. *offs.

two amazing days.

2011-11-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

yesterday and today was a whole lot of fun.

11/11/11.

A memorable date spent with my best friends.

on the afternoon I went to RBRC for swimming with Janice and KH. t'was enjoyable cos I've learnt to do something ;) Hmx, Edward and SBA came after awhile but when they finally start swimming we were already ready to leave. I guess I didn't really exercise much since I was so lazy and busy talking, but there's always next time. hehehe.

at night, around 7-ish I went to Capers to meet up with the girls. we were having a dinner together to celebrate 11/11 together and perhaps the finishing of exams? ;) it's been a long time since we last hung out together because there is so many of us.

all who were there : Tcc, YiQin, Vili, Sinyi, Xinni, Joey, Tieen, Lynne, Laa. Alai couldn't make it so.. yeah.

while waiting for everyone to arrive, we were busy taking pictures. the foods were just o-kay, most of us couldn't finish our food cos it's a big portion. after eating and the hours of chattings we had the cake cutting session. wondering why we have a cake? I've no idea but one thing's for sure : that cake is one of the best cake I've ever eaten. I guess it's a cake to celebrate our outing together on 11/11. and yes, if you're curious, most of us really believe in 11:11 wish-making.

k anyway after that we all went home. no pictures will be uploaded for the time being cos everyone is busy/outstation. I promise to post it up next time! :)

today, 12/11.

I went to Miri with mummy, brother and sister. main purpose was because brother has to take his blood test and X-Ray for his working permit. but there will be extra time for shopping so why not follow? :) I went to Boulevard & Parkson only though.. didn't had enough time. I must say i'm abit disappointed because I didn't buy more than 2 dresses. :( was hoping I could find something nice to wear on church anniversary. but I still got time!

the trip there wasn't boring at all because last night me and brother burned two CDS with good songs. for the whole trip from here to Miri we were blasting the speakers and singing our lungs out on like every song.

I bought a few accessories, the ones which I was going to get from eBay. what's best about today is that I bought an Eiffel Tower bracelet. I was so crazy happy when I saw it and bought it straight away. the price is reasonable, don't worry. I actually saw a lot of tees with the tower on it but the pattern wasn't very.. suitable for me. :( oh well. I bought two shorts which I personally don't really like but mum insisted. I try hard to fit into mum's taste on clothes. bought flats too, since I broke mine in the shop itself. --

we went to the Pet Shop and bought two collars for the two puppies at home. shampoos, foods and treats as well. there was a grey Miniacher which both me and brother is in love with ever since we saw it on a HK drama. there was also a fully grown up Shih Tzu. super pretty! I hope my dog grows to look exactly like her even though mine is a mix breed.

here's a picture of a Miniacher.

tumblr, credits!

dinner was at a Seafood Restaurant which I loved. the fried Tofu was super delicious k! after eating, everyone was bloated -__- so much that we felt sick. the trip home was silent cos everyone except the driver was sleeping. hehehe pity brother and mummy, who had to take turns to drive home.

these two days had been a blast. like seriously. I am loving life to the max, Praise the Lord! :)

FREEEEE!

2011-11-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

yayers, exams are officially over! so looking forward to the holidays. Can't wait for church anniversary, can't wait for me to get my new phone, and I can't wait to go to China.

speaking about China, I mentioned about wanting to blog about it right? hm. long story short, I only go for two reasons : first, I want to see dolphins. two, I want to experience winter season. that's just it. I actually had some really big issues about it the other day and was super upset but thanks to my brother i'm fine. :) thank you daddy and mommy for letting me gooooooo!

I really do hope I don't regret about this trip. I know I can't stand cold but I will.. work on it.. somehow.

also, my church will be having a family camp next year as usual and this time, i'm planning to join. it will be @ KK and I really am excited. though mum is most likely not attending, I must go! never attended one before and I wonder how it's like. I'd be following Jeanne's car and maybe I could hang out w my church kawans there. it's definitely ON, I just don't know who am I going with. :P unless we're going to KL.. but she said plans cancelled because I'm going to China this year end, and eldest bro is going to Thailand ( if the flood is settled ).

next year.. O'levels, ugh. I must spend the first half of next year doing fun stuffs. it's definitely gonna be a tough year esp towards the end T_____T. ok why am I talking about that, a year more to go!

still don't know how will I be spending my days from today onward. probably start watching Korean dramas again like how I usually spend my free time.. got alot of intros from my friends so I guess I will be pretty occupied. also, I will be going to swimming more often these days and follow brother when he goes for exercising early in the morning. :P

I want to watch Puss in Boots, Breaking Dawn and Dolphin Tale. HEHEHHEHEHE

*Quick Reminder.. tomorrow is 11/11/2011. :) don't miss it!

would be going out tomorrow with the girls for dinner and hoping we could spend 11;11 together :)!

Exams.

2011-11-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

half way through Final Years!

I can't wait for all of it to be over.

Chemistry & A.Maths was really tough this time and I have very little chance of passing but whatever, being upset doesn't make my mark go any higher right. :p

I really want to go to China. I have my reasons and I'll blog about it next time!

November.

2011-11-01T00:05:00.004+08:00

why hello, November. I've been expecting you.

rather than being upset about whose gonna be here and whose not on the 26th, I'll look on the bright side - I still have some of the girls around. and no, i'm not saying they're not important enough, it's just that I would feel much better with ALL my friends around. the more the merrier, no? they're all going to KL and will be hanging out together there :( I wish daddy would let me go. but I know i'm asking too much.

to come to think of it, this month is actually going to be very.. idk, empty? I won't be going anywhere. Exams starts today, and after exams I'd be very occupied with swimming and all.. gotta lose weight. uninteresting activities :(

only one thing i'm looking forward to : Church Anniversary.

I've finally built up the courage to join the music industry and after attending one practice, I find it quite fun! a little pressuring because there's so many talented ones but other than that it's really, really enjoying. I've always wanted to collab with another music instrument and here's my chance, yet with 6 different ones. just wanted to gain experience! :D

this important date that I bet EVERYONE is waiting for. :)

11:11, 11/11/11.

get your wishes straight, and choose wisely.

okay since November is such a beautiful month, must start with a wonderful song right?

though I really prefer the first soundtrack from his new album more, I'm sharing this video because it's the biggest hit. 27 million views k! :D

and yes I do know it's a ' Christmas ' song. don't care so much, just go listen.

was very looking forward to Nov 4th cos I'll be getting my new phone on that day, like finally, after all these months. but then.. sad news, I would have to wait for the phone again. it was out of stock and I guess until the new stock comes, I won't be able to do anything. T_____________T. patience.

anyway, gonna end this post with a sincere wish of goodluck to all who are taking their exams tomorrow, especially those who are still taking O'Level's. all the best and may God bless you all with wisdom & good memory! :)

off to bed!

Updates.

2011-10-18T20:45:00.009+08:00

kk, for not updating my blog more often these days.. I hereby share you a really cute video. WATCH IT.

you. will. not. regret.

Last Friday ;

Snowy bites everything like it's dog treat..

C and S :D

Janice came over to my house, and played with Chloe and Snowy. then I was reading to her my long-lost diary which I had back in Primary 3/4/5. it was filled with our childhood photos and our messy handwritings and also cheeky poems.. like..

' in jail you have tea,

in jail you have coffee,

in jail you have everything,

except the key. '

or..

' April Fool, go to school, tell your teacher she is fool. If she slaps you, you don't cry. Pack your bag and say bye-bye. '

and..

' Go to east,

go to west,

try your best,

in your test. '

but then again, it's nice to recall back the memories of me and my old besties. God showered me with wonderful friends throughout my life.

anyways, after that we went to KH's house. we needed help with our Computer Flash Project and apparently this bimbo is an expert in computer stuffs. we didn't actually learn much or anything at all but we did had fun.

I want to be maroon-riding-hood. I was really, really bored.

this amazing maroon blanket which is so uber comfy.. me and twin kept snatching it. KH said he stole it from the aeroplane. 1st class seat gives nice blanky? :(

my cape. I ALWAYS do this at home with my blanket. ALL THE TIME. it feels nice :3

the only picture I took that day.

KH's dad's. super cool Canon Pendrive. I would love to have one too :(

kk so after all the nonsense and playing, we went to RBRC for swimming just as planned. it was so hot there. seriously. we played @ the playground for awhile when we reached there.

this was a nightmare for me. but Janice said my pose was pretty then I was like - ok posing nicely - then now it turns out.. :( my bangs are ugly. oh and, don't even mention. I am the clumsy queen, explains all the scars I have.

those chains are really unstable. what to do, i'm so heavy. :(

& I was wondering how to climb that red thing.

After changing :

tied up our fringe so it won't swoosh here and there when we're swimming.

was a fun day ;) laughed a lot, and we were looking at hot kids :3 they had swimming classes in the evening every Friday, I think.

Yvonne's birthday cake. :( so cooooooooooool. it's.. a candy.

anyway, Happy Belated!

wish you all the best.

On Sunday ;

went to church as usual, and then went ' somewhere ' to get Adam his birthday gift. guess what I got him? something childish.

" Snakes & Ladders ".

few days ago I heard him saying he wants to play it, and I felt like playing it too. remember back then when it was still ' IN ' and everyone is playing it? now.. nobody wants it anymore. lul.

...

so okay, monday, after school, we went to Adam's house. his girlfriend planned a surprise party for him. super sweet and plan succeeded. Adam's mom was also part of the plan :) Adam went home early and his mom brought him out. we were supposed to go when they're still out but he was already back home. his driver picked us from CHMS and dropped us somewhere near the entrance of his house and we ran inside. just in case he hears the car coming and saw us.

we prepared the DQ cake, went upstairs and saw someone lying at the couch. thinking it was him, KH shouted " Happy B... " then okay, immediate silence. we realized that was his brother. went to Adam's room instead and surprised him. that lazy guy was just about to sleep.

we ate the cake, and ate delicious noodles/fruit tart prepared by his mom. then we all played with his puppy, Milky outside the house. her breed was Spitz, just like my white puppy! I wonder why we name dogs after their color.

Adam : why don't your mom name you black.

adsfshjgsdgsgasd people nowadays :(

oh btw, his house is one of the nicest house I've seen. super big, very clean and organised. his wardrobe is.. incredibly big. fancy house, happy life.

Happy Birthday k, son? Stop studying so hard. 100% for A.Maths is too much! :(

today isn't a perfectly fine day. I had serious tummy ache in the morning. so I skipped a few classes. sorry twin, for ditching and also made you did my D.Maths work T___T I can seriously do it tmr one, don't worry k. and cheer up, I know you were feeling down but.. I was too cute to cheer you up and died on the table instead during Computer period. just think of your beautiful seatmate ( on your right ) next time. :')

Coincidentally, today was the day the Radisson Hotel is doing the Seminar. future university thing. I missed out once when some people came to our school to talk about it the other day, and I really cannot afford to miss it once more. so despite my asfhjedgf tummy, I went.

and I did not regret.

I got alot of advices from the counsellor(?) about Marine Biology and other topics which were related. a lil bit confusing and I think the course I want is indeed related to Marine BUT definitely not Biology Researching. ( I just want a work involving dolphins interaction. ) and after listening to the next talk, about Tourism.. I realized my attention was drawn to the speaker. so I guess there's where I'll pick my course.

I took a book about that uni. course guide and twin saw a section where the guy said that particular course allows him to interact with dolphins. so yeah, immediately attracted. :3 but Zoology looks pretty interesting too.. I was quite into it until I got home when my brother told me maybe it involves picking up poop.... T____T I was like ' CHEEEEEY, of course got someone else to do that la. ' then after a few seconds.. hesitated. I mean.. you'll never know right.

I thought being a tourist guide is o-kay too, but twin made a point that I would meet very different kinds of people and sometimes they will be very un-cooperative and demanding.. what if some doesn't want to follow the schedule and gets lost or something.

anyway, all the unis are in Aus. the one I want is QUT ( Brisbane ) but didn't had any course that I'm interested on :( the one I want is in Melbourne.

I used to hate Aus and said Aus will be last play I want to study at. but after going to Brisbane and Gold Coast.. opinions changed a little. but still, if I were to choose, I would pick SG. alot of my friends are going to Aus though, which is why I think I should go there too. I am not the independant type. without company I'd die. I can't even cross the road myself.

guess I got alot of reading and thinking to do tonight - another excuse to not start studying :3

bye!

MY7 and exams.

2011-10-11T20:45:00.006+08:00

Hello!

i'm going to start this post with an attempt to promote twin's dancing group, Magnificient Youth 7.

I just need your attention, three minutes of your precious time and less than 5 clicks :)

if you have time, please take a look at this short video. each of them are doing a small solo part. I heard that it was a total last minute thing, so maybe this video doesn't show all their powerful moves. but look how fast they came up with something? :)

please, do support them! either subscribe them on Youtube HERE or ' LIKE ' them on Facebook HERE.

it would be gratefully appreciated if you would do so, because this means a lot to them. I know it because I know how much twin & her sister ( vili, vian ) LOVES dancing. and I know how good they are for I've seen them perform multiple times :)

just a few clicks and you can help them in so many ways. they'll even get motivation.. :)

thanks in advance, if you've helped.

MY7.

why does my smile look forceful. :(

last saturday, I attended a wedding dinner @ Bandar. forgot the restaurant name, my bad. okay so at first daddy asked if I could go as a replacement for him because he couldn't make it but I hesitated. then I said okay cos why not, right? there's fancy foods, there's pretty peoples and dad said I can finally use this chance to dress up pretty pretty in front of the hotties there -________- he's just making me happy so I would said yes.

while on my way for piano class in the afternoon, I suddenly remembered about the last wedding dinner I went when TCC said she was invited but didn't attended because she figured she'll be lonely. so I immediately called her and asked if she was invited to any wedding dinner that night and fortunately yes, same place too. ( there was two wedding dinners that night fyi ). so I sat with her family while my brother sat with his friends. TCC left earlier and so I joined back my brother after that.

the foods were just o-kay. but anyway, it was a nice restaurant. it went smooth with no technical problems but I personally still prefer the dinner I had before la. the MC this time was quite old, and he only sang really super old songs. some people from the dining tables just came up and sang O_____O.. and the MC didn't do a good job on making us laugh.. or at least me. it was all in Chinese ba.

kind of wished I was invited to the other wedding because Lily Chiam was performing.. T_T ok I've to stop complaining.. i'm so mean.

PSR and Olevel's Examinations are going on right now. it must be a really hectic and stressful week for most of you! once again, best of luck!

sigh, my FYE's are confirmed to start on the 27th of this month to Nov 10th and I haven't even started studying AT ALL. me and my procrastination.. :'( 15 days to go, if not mistaken.

“Procrastination is the thief of time.” - Edward Young.

Don't be like me.

off I go.

October.

2011-10-04T21:57:00.004+08:00

hello October.

seriously, why is time flying so fast?

time to catch up w JB! been abandoning him lately.

everyone says he's gay. he's not, okay? -_____- that's just he's voice. you don't judge people by their voice right. and plus, he has a girlfriend. I don't understand why there's so much haters.. :/

k anyway, I heard he's new album, Christmas, is coming out on the 1st of November. I am so gonna buy it when I see it in stores. thank goodness Brunei's population is not that big, ( less fans ) more chances to get his album. don't hafta wait for new stock and so on.

he'll be collaborating w Usher again! bet it's gonna be good. looking forward!

radio kept playing his songs in the early morning these days. sometimes, even my favourite KPOP songs are up. love it when this happens, sets me up in a really good mood. not that I have mood swings often, don't get frightened. lul. apparently my looks scares people.

Final Year Exams are coming soon. starting on the last day of this month according to our teacher. so much to study, so little time. agree? I can't cope with Science. all three of them. I wonder how people Ace them. A.Maths will be a bit tough this time around as well.. :'/

I vowed to work on my Chinese. v and me had a deal, I'll help her with something and in return she'll be giving me.. chinese classes. I feel like a kid because my standard is literally like.. primary level. I will always prefer english as my first language. :)

I've made up my mind, I want a Samsung phone. never tried using one before, so this is my chance. I love the functions and I hope daddy will get me it soon. waiting patiently.

oh and, my puppies.. if this makes you any less curious, they're a mix breed of Shih Tzu and Spitz. ( saw it on Jane's blog. she adopted one puppy from my sister's kawan also ). bonding well with them but they won't stop pooping everywhere.

please leave a tag if you know where I can bring them for training. there's one here in Brunei, but idk where..

eldest brother will be going to Thailand in the end of this year. WHY is he always travelling without me T______T. although I've been there before, I want to go again. shopping is great there and perhaps I'll be able to explore more :( even going to KL will be a slim chance cos mummy just came back not long ago.

kk off I go.

puppies!

2011-09-27T21:43:00.004+08:00

Thankyou God, for this amazing life :]

remaining results lul.

Chem ; 50+/100.

Computer ; 73/100.

POA ; 86/100.

I guess.. i'm quite satisfied. I don't aim high. ever. because I know once I fail to reach my aim, I will be so disappointed that I will give up. and I'll lose my motivation to study that particular subject. yes, i'm like that.

I LOOOOOVE LEE MIN HO!

just thought I should point that out.. again. I still love the rest of the artists tho! :P

so...

my sister's friend had two really cute dogs of different breed. the female was already a mix. I saw those dogs long ago when they were still young. but now.. they gave birth to around 7 puppies. she loves them so much that she planned to keep them all. but since she's a close friend of my sister's, she agreed to give us two of her puppies. my sister is apparently a dog lover ( she wants to be a vet in the future ) so she begged her kawan lor.

just went to pick the newcomers yesterday.

pictures up, all taken by brother. only minor lighting edits!

grey and white puppies! since they're a mixed mix it's kind of confusing exactly what breeds are they so.. don't ask. :O

mom said it's black but I think it's grey. Grey ; Chloe. White ; Snowy.

( names were already given. but I quite liked the name Snowy. used to be my favorite nickname for my teddy bear. )

the whole family liked the white one. I only liked the grey one! therefore she's mine. :D

very small, cute & round but light. :p

bites alot. not pain, but ticklish.

pee and poop like every few minutes. whats worse is that.. they do their big business EVERYWHERE.

so I practically spent my whole evening today wiping their asses and cleaning the floor. T___T.

she's very active tho. doesn't sleep much unlike the white one.

she chews on everything. my skirt, my shirt, my hair, the cloth, wires... tsk!

fyi, I only have pictures of the grey one coz' my sister brought hers outside.

tomorrrow! i'm looking forward to school ~ why? because it's Teacher's Day Celebration. in other words, skip school. school even finishes at 11;30. so glad it's tomorrow cos we have afternoon classes.

wishing all the teachers a belated happy teacher's day. ;) better late than never right? hehehe.

after viewing v's blog, I realized how mean I was for not thanking my classmates and v's kawan for tutoring me in most of my subjects before Test 2 came. I literally forgot! :(

those study groups I went really does help. well, not all. but at least they contributed. I don't think I want to specifically state the names because I might leave out some since i'm so forgetful. so.. thanks to you ALL la k? if it weren't for that one a.maths question I learnt the day before.. I would've failed the paper. that question worth so many marks -_-.

my classmates are the best. super thankful to have them as classmates for 3 years! never had such fun & cooperative classmates. the clowns in the class just really boosts up the mood. makes me feel less lazy and all. can never stay sad for more than an hour, agree v? :p

ok too much info, gonna end with a picture taken during the last holiday.

huge forehead. another thing I don't like. :(

gnights readers!

my prayer goes out to all whose preparing for the upcoming SPE and GCE O'Level's Examination!

City Hunter!

2011-09-23T12:42:00.006+08:00

aaaah I love City Hunter so much T_______T! I thought I'd really be disappointed because it's more of a violent drama to me. I don't like shooting and those kinda stuff but okay, this is an exception. Lee Min Ho is seriously hot! and the main actress is very beautiful. ;) okay maybe I didn't had to mention that everytime I watch a new drama but this one is worth pointing out :P

so for the past few days I've been watching this drama continuously and I'm already at Episode 14. 6 more to go!

oh and.. about my piano practicals on wednesday.. turned out o-kay I guess. getting a Distinction is still a low chance but I'm not losing my hope yet. I slipped here and there when playing which is a huge relief because last year I totally screwed it. had minor problems with my Aurals so idk. those little marks cut off can bring me down to Merit/Pass result. ohwell. at least all my anxiety is gone now, like a weight lifted off my shoulders.

on that night, I went to watch Johnny English Reborn @ The Mall. really good movie! Go watch it if you haven't. but ofcourse, how can Rowan Atkinson not be funny. funny how my second brother didn't enjoy his movie at all though. :S

anyway, I've to go now!

results...

2011-09-19T19:42:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I watched Just Go With It & Beastly. only watched now cuz I didn't had time to watch it earlier k!

ratings : 9/10 for both!

Test 2 results. :(

Chi ; definitely a fail la so I didn't even bother counting the average. how am I supposed to do a compo if I can't even get the instructions correctly. and a comprehension when I can't read the passage? ;[

Eng ; 45/60. I wrote the worst compo ever. serious. the whole imaginary family of mine died in the end.

BM ; 83/100.

A.Maths ; 58. dropped from A/B to a C/D now. :(

D.Maths ; 35/40. this had a little improvement.

Chem ; - not given yet.

Bio ; 54/100.

Physics ; 78/100. my first time getting more than 65 actually.

POA ; waiting.

MIB ; 36/50.

I hope I won't fail Chem again. it's easy compared to all the previous tests we had since last year but it's still difficult for me. I don't understand Science.

Last Saturday, our BM teacher brought us to ICC. class trip, I suppose. I thought it's gonna be fun and all since we're actually skipping a whole day of school and plus we get to talk freely in ICC but it turns out the exact opposite. we had to listen to some speeches by a few people. took hours and there's the religion stuffs by the malays :( we were so hungry. we were given biscuits and water but.. idk. it was just boring. -_- I'd rather go back to school. but luckily I sat with v, April and Janice. they kept me quite entertained so it wasn't that bad :)

V came over to my house right after that cus she had a dancing performance in the afternoon and she needed to borrow my bathroom. so after that she left, and I went for music classes.

speaking of music classes, this Wednesday will be screwed because I will be having my Piano Practicals Exam. sucks for me cus I am bad in performing for people I do not know and I hate exams. the exam takes only like 15 minutes and yet costs around $100 or more :( that 15 minutes determines my marks k! :( I honestly am aiming for a Distinction but my aurals are pretty bad so my teacher said I need to be good in the rest so that it won't bring down my marks. but I am so negative and nervous that I am super sure that I will screw at least 1 of my pieces :(

do keep me in your prayer list for the next two nights..

going to visit UBD tomorrow with the classmates! idk why are there class trips this month. maybe we're so hardworking that the teacher wants to give us a break. :P hopefully it'll turn out not as boring as the last, and also get something useful out of this trip.

gottago, bye, no pictures up sorrrry!

Back on track.

2011-09-15T21:12:00.003+08:00

hello there, readers. been a long while since I last blogged huh? very occupied. :P

LA LA LA LA LA LA , SING A HAPPY SONG.

yes, officially a Smurfs fan already. went to watch it on the 1st of Sept. I'd give a rate of 7/10. I mean I loved the Smurfs. but the storyline is very similar to ALOT of other movies. but of course Smurfs are the cutest. how I wish they actually do exist. me and v have been trying really hard these days to make someone drive us to McDs to get the toy from Happy Meal. we wanted to order is when we're having extra class in school too but for idk what reason we couldn't contact McD. my brother finally went there and got me the toy. I wanted Smurfette/Papa or Clumsy but I got another one. I can't remember whats the name. In the movie, he holds a present to be given to Clumsy but Clumsy didn't take it and after a while the present explodes. that guy. ;) at least I have one item. and I heard Kinder Joy gives them as well. gonna start buying them. hehehe.

had my last test today. so glad it's finally over. haven been studying alot and forcing myself to stay awake until late night. I know I know, I should stop procrastinating. what to do? anyway.. I think this Test 2 is not bad. I mean it's actually easy compared to all the tests we had since last year. Chemistry was alot easier ( this doesn't mean I will pass it ) and Physics too. D.Maths was easier than normal but A.Maths.. I dropped. English was a bit hard for me cause I think I wrote off topic. its.. by far my worst compo. :( Biology was as usual, difficult. POA was alright but I had alot of careless mistakes.. something i'm very good at doing.

last Thursday, I went for a Wedding Dinner at Manggis Mall. only me and my mom went. I was a replacement because daddy/brother cannot make it. oh and yeah, they came from Aus already. landed safely thank God & they bought me lotsa stuffs that I asked for. brother's graduation went really well according to mom and now he's back to Brunei to work under dad's company. which is a good thing. we're bonding VERY well. never talked to him this much before. :D back to the topic. the wedding dinner went pretty well. the entertainers were from SG and Msia. I only recognise two.. one was Mark Lee and the other was the Principal from I'm Not Stupid movie. I instantly recognised that guy went we were using the lift because I was facing him as we went in. I was so shocked and I elbowed my mom to signal her but apparently I suck in whispering so she signaled back that I should quiet until we get out. then after that I asked her but she kept saying she didn't see so fine.

it turns out that it really was him. I regretted not giving a good first impression to him LOL. he's actually very good looking ok! and plus he's a good comedian. he's role in movies were all.. hilarious. ok not to forget the wedding bride and bridegroom. the bride is VERY beautiful. VERY as in seriously very pretty. like, the prettiest girl I've ever seen in my life. T_______T and the guy looks a bit korean-ish. perfect couple.

the bride used to live near/with ( i'm a lil confused with mom's story ) my mom when she was like.. 7? just next door/room. and she really liked my parents. my mom said she used to beg my dad to give her a piggy back ride every single night and was very naughty. she turned from a fierce tomboy to a sweet charming girl. I find it very cool to watch someone grow up. like literally take care of a person when she's a kid and now you're attending her wedding. and it was really nice of her to still remember my mom. she really wanted mom to be there and even on her busy wedding day she called my mom to make sure she's coming.

anyway, that night was a blast. the foods were awesome and I get to talk to a girl whom is my brother's old friend. this girl, she's working in KL part time as a lecturer ( I think ) and a piano teacher. and since my piano exam is near, she talked me into feeling less nervous. taught me some skills also. huge thanks :D

slept all afternoon today after a long week of study. good rest. might be going to swimming w the rest of the classmates tomorrow. but v couldn't making it so i'm still thinking. I definitely want to lose weight. gained so much during the holidays. -_-. but I've downloaded alot of movies which probably can keep me entertained for the next 2 weeks. kdramas and animated mvs.

hmm.

Dad said he's getting me new phone soon. can't wait! hehe. please please pray for me that I stop being so clumsy and forgetful.

goodnights!

random post!

2011-08-24T10:43:00.005+08:00

hello ! :)

thought I should update a little since i'm super free right now and I am not even spending 1/4 of my time studying because I am such a procrastinator. I've actually started studying for exams but I can't seem to remember them. left ear in, right ear out ba :( so I don't see the point of studying 24/7. we've to be in the right mood to study! :D

so... mummy and my eldest brother will be flying to KL and then to Australia in a few more hours from now.. they're in the airport already. ( 2:40pm ). yes, they're leaving me, my sis, daddy ( why did he stay? oh, he's busy with work. don't get the wrong idea, he really wanted to go. ) and my other brother here in Brunei because they are mean people. mummy said it was unnecessary for me to go because I don't have to be there on brother's graduation day and they won't be shopping much cos they're only staying in KL for 2 days. fine, reasonable. :( she knows the only reason I wanted to follow is to shop there & see the dolphins anyway.

ohwell. next time then.

so for the past few days.. I've played back Maple. games just suddenly become exciting and all when exams are near! I don't know why but it always happens. it gets really nice, distracting me from studying and so on. fortunately my connection is still not very good. we had someone came over to check and he said it was our line problem. the long wire outside the house? if i'm not mistaken. idk how long more to wait tsk!

last Saturday I went to KH's house along with the other classmates to record some stuff for the upcoming performance we have. recording session was weird. I can't be happy when i'm not. as in like sound happy when i'm not laughing.. so twin had to show me her epic faces to help me HAHA. I sound weird but that's something I can't change right. so I didn't re-record and just proceeded. so after that.. we watched Final Destination on the tv and then the guys played xbox. me and v went to ' explore ' his compound and found out that it's really nice. he has a really beautiful yet humongous garden & a huge fish pond. idk how you explain but its really nice lo :( wished my house had that. so peaceful. I took pictures w e's phone and it was uploaded to HIS account of Instagram so I can't grab it.

on Sunday night, I finally went to KaiZen's @ Yayasan for the first time. I liked the restaurant. cool entrance! brother said KaiZen is known as the fanciest restaurant in Brunei? I agree. the sushi(s) were delicious. mm.. compared to Escapade's? idk. equally nice? KZ food looks prettier tho! we spent like $100+ which was double the amount of our usual Escapade dinner so mummy said we should never come here anymore. I agree!

yep. I have bangs now. went to get my old fringe cut on.. friday..? I think.

weird shot.

suits me, or not ? :(

I used to have the same bangs but due to annoyance I pushed it sideways.

v is coming over to my house right now so we could finish all our homeworks.

kbye!

Pictures up!

2011-08-08T20:21:00.005+08:00

*updated. grabbed more pictures from twin's blog :D

pictures from the other day ;

sorry, only had a few with me.

the little cute brother, super super hyper. very high when dancing!

he doesn't remember me. we met last year before, in his house too. at that time he was uber camera shy. ;p

the goodlooking brother! very quiet.

messy :S didn't get to retake.

tcc!

twwwwwin!

yeah I know, we're so vain tsk.

us!

our asian pose, ;)

there you go. thats all I have. satisfied?

anyway, as you can see I've left my blog dead for awhile. I have my reasons. my connection hasn't been doing any good for the past few WEEKS. months, actually. but yeah recently it got worst. & exams are coming, just a few weeks to go. but on the bright side, holidays are coming too. it sucks that we've to spend another holiday this year on studying for exams ( 2nd time alr ) but then again it has its advantages.

what i'm trying to say is that I might not be blogging for awhile from now. nothing interesting to blog about and I'd rather use the time to do something else.

goodluck to all whose having theirs right now, and those who are going to have theirs next month as well ;)

until then, bye!

PIZZA!

2011-08-05T21:10:00.007+08:00

another day to remember!

I went to pick Jan since her house is near to my sis's tuition and then we headed straight to Mall. we ate @ HotPoint because West Street wasn't open :( SukSian and KH arrived after awhile but they didn't wanted to eat cos they wanted to proceed with our next program, making our own pizzas at Fratini. yes, they actually do provide those services. but it took us awhile to explain to them what we actually wanted to do there because they kept thinking that we wanted to order pizzas lol. so I'm guessing not much people goes there for the same purpose.. anyways.. pictures!

the couple, April and Eric was waiting for us there already. and Hui Ting joined us as well.

pictures combined!

there you go. Kuohan, Eric, April, Suksian.

I have Short Term Memory so I can't rmb whose pizza is whose. :) checkour Jan's blog?

fyi, we only roll the dough, and decorate the pizza with ANY ingredients we want which they have and everything else is done by them. its fun if you actually do it yourself.

me and Jan did it afterwards because we don't plan to eat there but to bring it home.

theirs!

they said it was really good.

[ Jan and I haven't tried ours yet ]

we went to play pool after that. well not exactly la cos me, April and SS were just watching them play. not very entertaining because we're not the ones playing.. we're newbies so yeah.. I played with all the iPhones and iPods they had because I was bored to death and then after like.. one hour we went back to Mall. went to Each A Cup and then window shopping to(?) almost all the phone shops there looking at the iPhone casings. can't wait to get my iPhone. T______________T.

went to KBOX after that. its been awhile since I went there and so much things have changed already. I felt so outdated. I didn't know all the KBOX were replaced with new ones and I didn't even knew CheezBox had new adjustments. tsk. Jan and Huiting were singing their lungs off cos they picked all the high-pitch songs HAHAHAHA. meanwhile, the couple was enjoying themselves at the PhotoBooth. envy much, ;(

it was actually kind of late so we went back to Fratini's.

my fat hands LUL

I did that..

jk. the chef did. pro-ness, haiya! if I were to do that myself.. the tomato sauce would be like more on one side. and the whole table would be dirty.

adding cheese. " ADD MORE CHEESE!!! ". cute April.

not bad right?! mines on the bottom btw. its not very nicely decorated because.. we didn't had enough time. we had to rush. it was almost sungkai time & the manager told us that we can't do the pizzas @ that time. we're told to come again another day.. Jan was so upset. I wasn't feeling so bad because somehow I felt like we're troubling them. but true to what April said.. we're paying so its not trouble. we waited outside wondering what to do because our plans just got destroyed but the manager came out suddenly telling us he could spare us 15 minutes if we still want. lucky us!

yes, bad angle. TwT. April looked gorgeous today. love her shoes. :(

J and me!

in Centrepoint waiting for my car. wondering why I looked right? because while taking that picture... the cleaner walked in. it was super awkward -.- HAHAH.

#goodtimes.

last night, I went to WJ's party. was quite fun because everyone was extremely hyper. one fact that I've to point out : WJ and his first brother look alike. super alike. I nearly mistook his brother as him. :S anyways, his brother is VERY good-looking. his youngest brother is VERY cute I can die just by staring at him.

we had steambot for dinner, and for the rest of the night we were practically... dancing. the music was loud and there were colourful lights. everyone was jumping, laughing and enjoying themselves. I was busy taking pictures and disturbing the two little brothers.

no pictures will be uploaded until at least.. next week I guess. pictures not with me, sorry!

off to bed.

*updated.

oh I ate the pizza I made just awhile ago. deeeeelicious!

August! :3

2011-08-01T20:53:00.002+08:00

yaaaaaaaaaaaay! month of August has finally arrived. favorite month of the year! no particular reasons why i love August, fyi. no specific event happened or anything. I just happened to like the name &, my lucky number is 8, August. ;)

enough with the nonsense.

so, greetings must come first.

Happy Birthday to Lily Bonggg!

all the best in your work & love life.

hope to be able to hang out with you and daddy soon!

loveyou ;D

i'm starting to get the feeling that a lot of parties will be coming up. most of my friends' birthday are in August so I'll be going out more often now. thank goodness exams were confirmed to be postponed and so this month will not be too packed with studying and stress..

one thing i'm not looking forward to.. the day that mummy and bro will be going to KL and Aussie. bro is graduating so mum has to go and she's ditching everyone else in the family here in Brunei. sucks so much because I really want to shop in KL and see the dolphins in Aussie. :( daddy isn't going. his excuse : too busy thanks to work. no, he's not bad. he told me he felt bad because he couldn't attend bro's first official graduation day but he said it's really a no-way to leave his work here.

10pm sharp. gotta go. bye!

Macarons!

2011-07-30T23:03:00.005+08:00

this is me. when I think about food.. when i'm hungry.. all I can blog about is food.

I finally tried the Parisian Macarons from Fleur De Lys. heard alot of good comments from Bruneians so I really wanted to try it. such tiny food.. & I thought it would never fill my tummy even if I eat like 5 of it. well, turns out I couldn't even finish one tiny piece(?), only like half of it. so twin had to finish it. I seriously love the taste altho I was expecting soft, chewy bread.. its totally opposite. it's kind of like mentos.. hard on the outside? idk how do to explain but yeah. I didn't knew it was a Parisian Recipe. so glad I tried it. I would've tried it long ago if I had that in mind.

it's expensive though. for me at least. $2 for a tiny piece is quite expensive. I could've bought a meal with that $2. twin insisted that I try so I did. I had the Rose Macaron. really yummy & sweet. I'd love to go for a second one. try it if you haven't. it's worth it.. in my opinion.

Icecream from Fleur De Lys is aaaaaaaawesome! sorry, I am THAT outdated. mummy doesn't bring me to cafes. ever. ;)

anyway, thanks to the studying thing with twin that I had the chance to try that. we went to one of the Cafes in Q-Lap Mall to study. AuLait is the name, if i'm not mistaken. not a bad place. a little dim but its okay. we saw hotties. I, was very distracted. they look like businessmen though. one looked quite mature and the other was discussing some commercial thing or w/e with the iPad. ;).. don't get the wrong idea. nothing wrong with looking at hot guys k. since I can't have them, the least I could do is look at them.

the studying part wasn't that interesting. so I'll skip. we walked around the Mall to see if there's any nice shops. we ended up buying cereals from the supermarket and we walked to HuaHo to shop again. we were trying on the hairbands there cos we're so jobless.. fun time though.

I want to go to JP. remembered when I say I'll be going there in May? 3 months passed and I haven't even step a foot in JP yet. Janice invited me to go w her and her boyfriend on Thursday night but I didn't want to be a bulb so I was looking for people to accompany me. Sadly plans changed and it was cancelled. J isn't feeling very well and the gloomy weather isn't doing any help. ohwell. there's always another time. looking forward to it!

the Cylinder w/e thing in JP is really attracting me. maybe I really do love hamsters so much i'm starting to act like one. I remembered telling my friends that the hamster cages in Pet Link is so awesome that I wish I could live inside it. lul. but seriously. pets nowadays.. so lucky. they get to live in a plastic castle and submarines.. and get to exercise inside and is loved by all. good life. I think even my sister's Barbie house could be my future hamster's new house.

awesome picture of dolphin. I have alot but for the sake of you readers I won't upload. I guess no one loves dolphin like I do :(!

have a nice Sunday y'all!

11:11

2011-07-26T20:46:00.004+08:00

my new favourite.. hehehe.

true, untrue?

I believe in 11:11 wishes.

because so far, ALL of my wishes had came true. sometimes not exactly what I wished for.. but something related. better than nothing right?

maybe its a rumor for you people.. I don't know.

I am out of words to say.. all I can think of now is.. foods.....

i'm back!

2011-07-20T17:08:00.005+08:00

whoa.. been a week since my last update. :O

I've been busy throughout the first half week and then after that it's the telephone cable outside my house's problem. it took 3 days for the government to finally send someone to fix it. :) that explains why I am not on FB/Twitter for the past few days. not much* actually.

I went for the family outing and it was great! the view was awesome, the dogs there are really cool. seems expensive. sadly they're tied or else I would've brought them back. the kids were so cute and I had a lot of fun talking to my church friends. we had little time to spend with the Old Folks but it's nice to see them altho we can't communicate. they only speak Hokkien/Cantonese/Hainanese which.. I don't. after all the games and all, my family drove further down to Seria just so we can eat. but we end up eating foods that are barely edible.. seriously. the noodles tasted more like rubber.. & it's bitter. ugh. the drinks weren't nice. nothing wrong tho, just not my taste..

the next day, I went to Empire with some friends for a birthday party. it rained a little in the morning. we're glad it stopped and we went swimming all afternoon. at night, it was pouring heavily so we went to Country Club to play. I actually learnt how to play pool. more like how to hold the stick. I know the rules to the game but having to play it myself is a challenge. :S thunders and lightning came and we had to wait outside for the Buggy to come and pick us. waited for quite a while but at least we all reached to the Hotel safely. packed our things and some of us headed home. since it was raining so heavily I decided to stay at v's.

we are fat people so we ate supper at midnight watching an old movie. idk what's the title. not bad of a movie, has two really hot guys. like seriously. hot.

but it was an old movie. now he looks like :

(2010)

(2011 if not mistaken)

so different right? :(

anyway after that, we went upstairs and talked about our past and all those girl stuffs. slept around 3am. tired much :p I like talking before going to bed. one of the best things to do together on a sleepover, agree?

recently started watching Lie To Me. trying to keep up with the latest korean dramas still. so far, only two episodes and I think it's not bad. storyline seems to be interesting and I can't wait to watch the rest. my connection is still unstable.. on and off so watching it online is a pain. anyone wants to borrow me the CD? my mum is never getting me it and I don't know when is the next time I'll go out again. :o

planning to get an iPhone4. idk. it's the only phone that I want atm :/ but daddy says wait, because the price is still kind of high. waiting for iPhone 4GS to finally come out and I'll get iPhone4 then. I totally don't mind though. I felt really bad the other day when daddy brought me to Incomm to get it. I knew it's gonna be pricey and I feel terrible having dad to pay so much for it after I BROKE my previous phone and LOST the one before it. I didn't had the intention to lose it though. me and my forgetful brain. but yeah at that time, there wasn't offer so dad said to wait :) hehe. I just hope I don't regret getting it.

it's late. got to go.

ohnana.

2011-07-13T19:36:00.005+08:00

pictures from the dancing last Saturday coming up! incomplete tho, some of them are with J.

it's annoying how the pictures are pixelated. idk how to fix that k.

Zi Wei's pretty sis. the seniors helped us to do our hair and our makeup. or at least, me and twin's hair. ;) the rest went to salon cos we ran out of time lol.

two pretty girls!

twin looks so pretty in her costume :( that's the girl who did most of my makeup. I find her very, very nice.

NOOOOOO Y AM I SHORTER ASGSFASAGFSJDSF

our ending pose. yeah, it's not.. how it's supposed to be but yeah. hahaha.

I was so bored yesterday so I printed all these pictures I got from Tumblr and stick them to a cardboard. :P I loooooooooooove Paris! yes, it's a need to say.

so, brother and me is most likely getting a new phone. I think daddy said okay to me buying one soon, so I'm still thinking. I used to want Samsung but because of my bro who said its not good, I didn't want it and only had eyes on iPhone4. but now, my bro himself wants to get Samsung. he said this one was different from the rest. :( now he makes me confused, on which to buy.

I did some research and both phones got their own adv and disadv.. so idk. Samsung is cheaper & abit thinner.. but laggy. :( I want it's camera.. 8Megapixels. iPhone4 only has 5. which is also good but the higher the better, right?I probably would get iPhone4 though.. at least if I have any issues with it, brother & friends can help me. and no, iPhone5 is not an option because THEN I have to wait for the price to drop again.

I found a new love. Hamsters. :( :( why oh why must hamsters be such a cute pet. someone brought it to school two days ago and after touching it I fell for it instantly T________T! there's another person whose giving away hamster babies so me and twin asked if we could get any. but sadly all taken and so we've to wait for at least 2 months. and then today someone in C class brought it to school! brown hamster with red eyes. I dislike red-eyed hamsters because they look evil and it ALWAYS remind me of Lab Rats. the rats that scientist use and one day it transforms into a monster lololol too much cartoon. but seriously.

I shall wait for ze hamsters to give birth! :DDDD

Friday is supposed to my family outing together with the church members to a place near Seria called Anduki if i'm not mistaken. but sister had this flag waving thing that day ( Sultan's birthday ) and she has music class around 4pm which she cannot miss. mummy said she'll just stay at home and I go with my brother only but I figured that's a bad idea. because if i'm not going with my family I have to join other family, destroying their precious family-time. and plus, the girls asked me to go to the mall :D I got stuffs I need to buy for a couple's birthday and I crave for CheezBox foods. Jeanne wanted to go to the outing with my family because she didn't want to go to Miri. prob because she frequent Miri. but turns out she's going to Miri and even asked if I wanted to follow her. I want to! it's like a one in a million chance for me k. but since sis's music class just got canceled just awhile ago.. the outing might be on for me. ohwell. looking forward to any of em! ;D

kbye!

short updddddates again!

2011-07-10T17:46:00.002+08:00

another tiring week just gone by.

after all those dancing practices.. finally, performance ended. it's kind of sad to hear that we actually lost but we're all more prepared than ever. we know where we stand and we know how it's going to go. at least we tried our best. I won't say that it's a waste of time, all those practices until 8pm.. because I had a lot of fun. ;) I love having my hair tied up by people and having people do me makeups. for once in awhile, I could feel like a bride. hahaha gosh, since when I became such a barbie doll. anyhoos, our dance performance didn't went so well. I lost my balance here and there probably due to nervousness and some of us face the same issue. but it's okay, right?

Congrats to all the winners, because you guys' dance were all so awesome. totally deserved it, hehe. and no, i'm not being sarcastic at the moment. :D

I heard exams are postponed to next next month. good thing? agreed. but twin made a point when she said Final Year Exam might be postponed as well to late November. and if that really does happen.. it's not good. I want to go somewhere for holiday. but its not like i'm gonna go anywhere if FYE is any earlier. I just want to keep my options open. you'll never know when parents change their mind.

kk ran out of topic!

PAAAAAAARIS!

2011-07-06T19:57:00.003+08:00

such a dreamer.

have always wanted to go to Paris..

imagine me being a Parisian. ;} that would be so cool.

someone get me this please :( so pretty.

and this too. I'd wear it every time I go out, for real.

One day I WILL visit Paris. unless the world ends :(.

prettttty! I wanna go with someone special. future husband, maybe? lol, jk.

family/friends is fine. but i'm definitely not going alone. i'm not those loner that can stand travelling alone. I would rather stay here w my friends hahaha.

guess Monte Carlo made me realized how much I love Paris. I used to put it at bottom in my places-to-visit-wishlist. ( not at the lowest because I told mum if we tell people we visited Paris it feels so high class. like even if you don't enjoy it but when people hear you say you visited Paris it feels cool. it was a joke btw. ) and now it's at the very top. I even want to go to Paris more than Korea. yes, that much. Korea is where I want to go for shopping and see korean idols only lah, Paris is more of a visiting thing. because if it weren't for the kdramas I watched, I would still be wanting to go to Japan instead of Korea AT ALL. ohwell! people change. :p

off to bed!

tiring life heh?

2011-07-04T18:34:00.002+08:00

can't believe exams are soon. early August. ugh. I do NOT wan't to study. it feels like I just had my Mid Year's not long ago. :( and I haven't been concentrating in class lately. talking and laughing too much with twin. somehow our stories are never ending. so I have lots to catch up with, piano theory are stressful for me and my practicals exam is in about 2 months..?

my aunt, her son and my grandma just flew here from Msia two days ago and is living with us at the moment. it was actually mum's bro's plan to come and have a holiday but it turns our that he, the organiser, couldn't come. duty calls and he couldn't leave the country :( so its just his family here. I would love to see him again because he's like my mum, joker of the family.. ohwell. so I've been going out to shopping this few days. ;D and out to eat too. mum has to do the work of touring them. last night, we went out for dinner, one whole family and after that we went to shop in the Mall. they didn't buy anything but instead I bought clothes for myself.

I am dying to go to Miri for more shopping but I couldn't. mum is bringing the relatives back to Miri because they're flying back on Sunday. sucks because I have my dance performance that night and mum is going in the morning and yet she'll be spending the night there. :( that also means that she will have two days of shopping without me. how sad is that. and another thing, mum won't be there to see me dance.

I know, no big deal right? but I think ever since I started dancing which was from Primary 4, mum was always there to see me dance. except the ones that I have to perform in Seria and all that la, way too far for her. but yeah, she was always there. today she even mentioned that she is sort of sad cos she can't make it. she wanted to see the dance. sis's dance tho, not mine. she didn't even ask how was my dance. only sis :( that means i'm a grown up already..

thank God for the beautiful rainy weather we had this morning which allowed me and everyone else to skip PE class. that's like one of the happiest news ever. we had basketball instead which was alright. I don't fancy basketball. AT ALL. I dislike getting attacked by the balls. both my brothers have experienced knee injuries which I think is serious because it looks painful and they have to wear the knee guard thing every time they go for a match.

coward? hehehe. I know.

my internet connection sucks, especially during night time so I really can't be bothered sitting here just blogging and doing nothing else. it's too boring for me. I should get to bed early tonight..

frrrrriday!

2011-07-01T20:21:00.003+08:00

I nearly lost my mind..

tryna figure out a way,

to make you understand,

I can't go on another day.

gosh, I will NEVER ever get bored of this song. as if there's a story behind it. maybe there is..? :/

jk i'm not that emo. but I wasn't kidding.

wooooooooo i'm so happy yaw, we finished learning the dance within 3 days. actually, hours! but it'll take awhile to make it neat. I actually quite enjoyed these practices.. T___T I know i'm gonna miss it after the performance next saturday. we ate Pizza together on our first practice, Jollibee on our second. it was so so so much fun despite having so much problems. we had room booking issues yesterday, had to fight the activity room with a teacher. they were also practicing the dance for the performance. and what's worst is that it was my sister's group. -_______- k that was totally unnecessary. anyways, so we lost, and we had to practice at night instead. see how hardworking we are?

this morning I went for the dance practice. I was tired and lazy but skipping is not an option. we started late. me and Jan left earlier because we wanted to go Mall. I followed her back, changed, and headed to mall. Suksian and KH arrived after a LONG while, and then we watched Monte Carlo. I enjoyed the movie la, but I think it's only because Selena Gomez is inside. the storyline is again, not special. same old fairytale. dreamt of going to Paris, went to Paris, has a twin whose a famous person, and so she lived that person's life, got caught, surrendered, happy ending. sounds familiar to me but I can't seem to remember which movie is the original. ohwell. Selena Gomez is cute tho. chubby girl. I shall be chubby as well and so one day Justin Bieber will meet me. yes, aim high. *eats junk foods.

so after the movie, we went to Etude House. today's the Grand Opening and we were invited by Cindy. love the shop. pinkish! but the main model was.. Sandara Park. I mean yes la she's pretty but I still prefer the one in TimeSquare. EunHye beats her! my opinion k. so um there was prize giving, and stuffs there. visited the shop too. love the nail polish, there's Aquamarine.. T____T sadly I had little cash with me. the two Korean make-up artists looked cool.. ;D

Jan made me and SS go to Mata-Mata with her to play pool so we had to go. her bf drove us there, and after that he drove us to the Hua Ho Mall in Bunut. I know nothing about the roads there so forgive me if it's wrong. her bf has some.. parking and reversing issues and Jan was kind of stressed out :P so instead, she drove us to SS's house. dropped her there, and her bf drove us back to Mall to drop me. so troublesome right? I felt like a lightbulb already. :( and, I didn't even played pool. wasn't interested.

okay so after that I went home. what a tiring day.

tomorrow is Trilingual's Opening Ceremony (?) what do you call that again? i'm happy. half is because there's entertainment and the other half is because we can skip school. SAS is going to have an Entrepreneurship Fair at noon and some of the girls are going. I too, am planning to go just so I could see the kids from the Church Camp earlier. I miss Aaron! but chances are low because I bet there's alot of people there. so I might not go. dance practice is still on in the afternoon too. and I've got to go to YF at night. I've missed last week's due to the teeth extraction thing -_- I can NOT miss it again..

k gtg!

olllllo!

2011-06-29T21:14:00.003+08:00

currently in love with this song. this two reminds me of the Barbie movie, Princess & The Pauper..? I think? wondering why I watch those? hahaha told you I love cartoons. no jk my sister was watching it so I joined her.

anyhoooooos, I can't wait to watch Monte Carlo with J and the rest this friday. I hope we can all make it, esp v, she has to go to studio that day :( and its sort of unconfirmed yet so anytime it can be canceled. we also have dancing practices in the morning. hopefully I won't be too exhausted to go out. :(

today was tiring. in the morning, I went for dance practices. was fun lah, I must admit the dance is not bad lor. kind of confident already this time. but I still suck at it. Indian is never my type ( please twin no insults :p ). i'm never good in shaking butts. hahahahahahahahahahaa shoot inside joke. imagine me doing what I did in the dancing room today. people will never talk to me anymore kan twin? and you too.

after practice, I went home and slept. new E-Speed isn't working smoothly, kept getting disconnected so I had no choice but to sleep. woke up, watched NSN again. I missss JB! i'm such a disloyal fan.

that's how I spent my day. and now skyping w twin. we're discussing homeworks. wait, not exactly, we're actually gossiping but yeah. :P

bye. too lazy to continue.

:(!

2011-06-25T11:24:00.008+08:00

24-6-2011. A day to remember!

k, all started as a last minute plan for hangout. no special occasion, just outing together because its a friday and we all had no plans. some didn't join us because they have a party to go tomorrow night and they're not allowed to go out continuously for two days.

Cheezebox is always first because I love Cheezebox and I love having breakfast there. or lunch. but yesterday I called the wrong food and it screwed my appetite. Peanut Butter is not my type, why'd I choose it as a topping T_____T what was I thinking. oh nevermind.

V arrived after awhile and after the talking and all we head back to the Mall. went to drink @ TeaBox..? I think. and Mei Yen arrived too. oh btw the Strawberry Snow there kind of suck. just telling. or maybe if they reduce the sugar then its not that bad.. we headed to play Pool after that. only Stalla and V was playing tho. Pool is not my type of game. I can't even hold the stick properly.

Arcade. its been a long time since I last played the Racing Kart? aiya w/e! it was fun tho! we also played the Racing Car. I can never beat Stalla but V can never beat me! Stalla confessed that she will NEVER EVER sit in my car in the future. apparently I bang things a lot, I drive the wrong direction and I can even fly! hehehe. warning to my friends :D

Eat, Pool, Eat, Play and more Eating and then Shopping. that's how our day was spent. what to do? always unorganised. hahahaha but I did have fun. I bought Domokun Tees. all of us bought at least 1 and we're planning to wear it on the same day on our next hangout. I bought.. Never Say Never CD, very very happy. me and v bought presents for Stalla's belated birthday. its an accessory box..? with a very interesting design on the outside HAHAHA.

Stalla and Mei Yen left, and so me and v went to watch Green Lantern. my opinion..? hm, not so good but its not bad either. I just don't find this kind of movies interesting. storyline isn't interesting too. like, he was the Chosen one, he saves the world, he's the Hero. :( and aliens. reminds me of Avatar somehow. but the girl is gorgeous.

McDonald's Fries comes next and then we went to Jaya to shop. followed V to her house because I didn't had transport home at that time. we watched What A Girl Wants and I must say I enjoyed watching it. there's funny and sad moments hahaha. laughed our ass off together. can't believe i'm so outdated. yknow my brothers, parents, they don't watch these kind of movies AND from young the friends around me are all Chinese-ish who only watches Chinese Movies so I don't get much intros of Hollywood movies from anywhere. and of course, Chinese is always a no-no to me so I basically don't watch anything except cartoons. :P

daddy decided to pick me up at v's house. weird because it was supposed to be brother whose picking me up on his way back from gym.. but i'm fine with both. so daddy and I had this talk. it's a good talk, not a yelling, nagging, scolding one.

just so you know, on Fathers Day, I gave my dad a notepad. it was from the church. and in church, my teacher asked me to write something sweet on the first page to thank daddy for working hard and all that. then I had this thought, that.. yeah, daddy's been working so hard and all I do is treat him like a Genie.. :/

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anyway so :

this is to let you all know that maybe your dad is just like mine ;) maybe he's cold on the outside, but he's not like that inside. I know, this is actually common sense if you hear it but seriously, its not like that in reality. I guess, don't judge a book by its cover? and yeah.. don't be so greedy like me! think about what you already have in life atm. not everyone has it.

okay soo, this morning I went for my dentist appointment. AGAIN. YES, AGAIN. for the like.. uh.. 4th time? the last one I went was @ Gadong, I took an X-Ray and I found out that I have a teeth growing in the wrong direction so the front teeth is blocking which cause the nerve to press on each other (?) and causing pain. shoot idk if that came out right or not but w/e. so my two option was either to pluck the teeth that's blocking because its not really useful/strong/healthy, or I could take the root canal treatment which needs several visits. both choices, however, has consequences. mummy made decision for me, to pluck it out but dad, said no, wanted me to go for double check to make sure its correct. so I went to the government one today and she said the same thing so I had my teeth plucked out. if my hidden tooth turns out growing wrongly still, despite having nothing blocking its way then I will have issues with my gum in the future. lets hope it grows properly.

it was a bad experience. I kept asking the nurse how many injections she's gonna give me. two she said, but really, I think its three. she told me its gonna hurt abit, I might feel abit of pressure but it turns out that the pressure is not just abit, it nearly killed me. but I survived so no worries. I missed school today, and I am very extremely disappointed because of all days the school picked today to have the people here to talk about our future. I really, really, have a lot of questions waiting to be answered but I guess it was just bad timing. but Thank God, v helped me to ask about Marine stuff. at least one is answered. I've still got loads to ask. there are so many options and I really don't know what I am going to major in. :/ ohwell.

hopefully theres another one soon.

bye!

simple.

2011-06-22T21:41:00.003+08:00

short update! 10 minutes to 10pm!

school reopened and I've been really busy. school is as usual, boring and all. I promised myself I'll sleep at 10pm every night starting two days ago but yesterday I've already broke the record cos I was watching 90210. but I only delayed like for few minutes, lol. purpose for all these sacrifices ; pimple issues. ugh. you don't know how it feels to be the odd one out in school. -_-. drinking water, eating fruits.. didn't help. sleeping early is my only option.

twin came to my house last Monday ;) it was last minute plan. I was pretty bored, planning what to do at home other than going online then suddenly I had the idea of bringing v to my house so I won't be bored. her mum allowed so she followed me home, we spent practically hours on music, and also w my pet(s). we were really unentertained tho. her parents came after few hours, her mum talks to my mum and her dad talks to my dad. I feel glad that our parents are still.. friends. at least it won't be too awkward when I go to v's house.

today suck. school was bad, teachers were mean and my tummy was hurting ;( I didn't had the mood to do the physics practicals and I kept lying on the table until teacher gave me that look and asked if I've finished or not. we didn't properly did our work so we ( me, v. kh ) had to stay back for a few minutes to finish it. -_______- made me and v lose our one and only chance to stalk someone. ugh.

went out for dinner tho, bro's birthday. had alot of family talk, gossiping.. so i'm quite happy. thank God for my complete family. appreciated.

bed time!

Greetings!

2011-06-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

so many good babies born on June? they were once very close to me, played a big role in my life. thanks for everything!

Happy Birthday, ( belated & advanced )

- Dorati AKA Stalla Ha! [ 14th. ]

- Shin Tinn. [ 16th. ]

- Dominic. [ 17th. ]

- Harvey. [ 22nd. ]

wish you guise all the best in the future and may all of your days be filled with joy! love you all ♥